A Cowboys Love

"Arrh! Okay girls we really need to stop this. I feel like im dead and dying again and i don't know about you but i still want to have Jack by the end of tomorrow not have him find out i got drunk and shagged one of his best friends accidently!"

I want to bash myself up. I am so stupid, how could i think how hot Jack's friend Luke looked when Jack is my BOYFRIEND?! I needed sleep and lots of water, everything would be fine when i got to school tomorrow.

"Uhmm, Lily? Are you still here or are you daydreaming about Jack again?" Teish yelled at me.

The others were laughing at me, we all knew how hot and amazing Jack was and how hurt he would be if he found out about what i did. I don't think i could stand to loose him even though i was a crazy girlfriend he stuck with me through everything even when i told him i never wanted to see him again and hated him after i found out that he was throwing me a surprize party for my 16th. I hate surprizes but he didn't know that back then.

"Sorry guys, i can't shake the feeling that Jack is going to find out and i'm scared about what he will do" I Whispered.

They all just kind of stared at me for a moment then Lori broke the silence.

"What! You, scared? And of Jack finding out!" She blurted.

"Yes, He has been there for me since we first started going out THREE YEARS AGO!!!!" I shrieked at them.

"Whoa, Lily calm down. When we get to school tomorrow everyone will have forgotten everything and noone will ever find out" soothed Amanda.

Amanda was the calm on she kept us together when something horrific happened like this. She was a good listener and thought through things before she said them so no one would be offended. Lori was the party girl and nearly never had a boyfriend because she reckoned it was too much of a worry with the whole problem of getting drunk and not remembering anything till someone said something and people were hurt.

Teish, well she was my BEST friend out of all of them, i mean we were great friends and i told them all nearly everything. But Teish was patient with me, she listened to my sorrows and she understood everything about me, it was like she was a missing part of me that i had found.

"Look we know you guys have been going out for like forever. But maybe this means your not feeling anything anymore, i mean you have never cheated on him before and you have been drunk nearly every second weekend since he asked you out!" said Amanda.

" Yeah, you should tell him before someone else does." Agreed Lori. Who hated seeing people hurt.

"Teish? What do you think?" I mumbled feeling sad already because i know he will break up with me.

"Honestly, i think you should tell him because someone else might find out or Luke might tell him and that would break his heart even more" replied Teish

She sounded like she was about to burst into tears because she didn't want me hurt but she had to say it.

"Okay, thanks guys, i think i'm gonna go see him now and tell him" My voice was shaking and before they left they gave me a hug and wished me luck.

"Good luck beautiful, call me when it's done" Whishpered Teish in my ear. She knew what i was thinking better than anyone.

"Thanks"

I took a deep breath picked up my phone and dialed Jack's number.

"Hello?"

"Hey Jack, can i come see you?"

"Of course babe! What's wrong? Who's arse should i kick this time?"

I was barely keeping my voice steady, it hurt me so much that he cared this much for someone as horrible as me.

"No one, I love you" I whispered.

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