A Cowboys Love

A Cowboys Love - ch 3

Hey everyone not very good at writing sorry bout that but here goes third chapter not sure what is going to happen just winging it. if you want anything please tell me will put it in :) thanks

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Chapter 3: 

 I looked at the caller ID and my breath caught in my throat.

"Hello?" i whispered barely audible.

"Lily! Please come back i have something to tell you. For now please forget about what happened on the weekend, presently i don't give a shit about what happened then to what just happened!" 

His voice was full of so much hurt and love at the same time, even sincerity about everything that had happened between us.  How could he love me after everything i have put him through? 

"Please...?" he was begging, begging for me to go back to him for something that must be terribly wrong otherwise he wouldn't have called me in the first place. Or would he? i don't think i would be able to keep my voice steady for much longer, he actually came to me instead of anyone else. The fact that even after what i told him he stilll trusted me more than anyone just shattered my heart into fine shards which poked and prodded around inside me.

"Give me five minutes and i'll be there...." i was already hanging up i couldn't let him think i was such a baby as to start crying when he wanted me for something. Then all i could think was Jack, he needs me and i sprinted down the street towards his house which is on the other side of my tiny town with a population of like one hundred people or less.

It took me about five minutes to get to his house and instead of being polite i just barged through his front door and ran up the stairs to his room to see him lying on the bed crying his heart into a pillow. Did i do this to him? Could i have hurt him this much? No duh Lily you've been together for THREE years and now you cheat on him of course you would have hurt him this bad! I was having a mini war in my head between my head and my heart.

"Jack? What happened?" I didn't know whether to go and hold his head against me and lie down with him or to stand here awkwardly. Yesterday my decision would have been made already but now....

Jack looked at me his tear stained face looking like he had been crying for an hour at least. 

"Lily, i don't know how to say this but you mean the world to me and i love you so so much and i understand if you bash the crap out of me but....well i cheated on you with Lola from school, last weekend and other weekends when you and your friends all go out partying. I'm so sorry but i missed having you, feeling you when we were together and nearly every weekend all you ever do is go and get drunk and come back thinking everything will stay the same!" He was rambling on and probably missing out bits and pieces but that didn't matter anymore.

"Jack! Shut up, just shut up!" i screeched at him

"You have the game to tell me off for cheating on you once with your best friend when you have been cheating on me with the schools biggest slut! And all because you missed me on the weekends, umm let me think on it but not once did you ask me to stay with you or ask if you could come. Yes, maybe i should have put more effort into our relationship, but seriously you had the chance to keep me some weekends and you never did!" I was fuming, how could you not tell your own girlfriend that you were cheating on her with the lowest of the low and still be able to see her at school probably the next day and touch her probably the same way. He disgusted me, at least when i cheated on him it was actually with someone who had a little respect!