In the end

Chapter 2

Pain. None. There's just not even a little bit of it when I slide thelittle sharp object by my wrist. Right now the pain is only internal. I know what my dad said isn't an excuse to do this but it's not just what he said, is a bunch of other things, past things and it looks like I'm getting more free everytime I do this. Since, that I can't and don't want to cry, I will just let my wrist do it for me.

"Honey, is everything okay in there?" It's time to stop now. I clean the mess and hide my wrists with some bracelets and finally unlock the door.

"Yes mom, everything is fine, like always." My voice sounds happier than I wanted it to be and I can tell that she doesn't believe me. I walk to the edge of my bed and my mom does the same.

"Carolina, can I talk to you?" why does she even asks, she will talk anyways.

"Sure, mom." I say looking for something to watch instead of her. If it's about my father I know she's going to start crying and can't stand people crying.

"You know that your father is going through a really bad fase." Here we go.

"Sorry mom but I won't take that crap anymore. We are all passing through a bad fase. Does he get extra credits for being an asshole? I don't think so." She lows her head now facing the dirty floor.

"Even when I try to be nice he treats me like that. Sorry, mom but I'm tired of trying." She takes her hands to her face and tries to control herself for a little but is stronger than her. She starts crying. Why are people always crying..

"He's doing, I mean trying to do his best, sweetie." Sure he is.

"Yes, like he did last her when he forgot my birthday. Of course he is. Keep lying to yourself, he doesn't care anyway."

"I know it hurts honey, but.." She says placing her hand on my knee and between sobs. "You can't be so hard on him. He's your father, he loves you and there's a student and he's really rude and impolite and has given many problems to your father.." I'm glad he is, instead of being so worried with his tie knot to impress the other teachers at least some asshole kid is keeping him for cheating on my mom. She's the only one who can't see that, or maybe she sees it, she just don't want to believe it.

I'm now looking directly at her while she's looking at the floor, and we stay like this for a little while. Then I join her and say "After all me and dad have some similarities, I dont care." I avoid looking at her right now.

"Damn, Carolina!" Her voice is a little bit louder. She's not a woman of conflits so she takes a deep breath and close her eyes for a few seconds until she's calm again. "I just ask you to be a little bit more comprehensive." She says stading up and looking at me. I roll my eyes and she's still looking at me..

"Fine, I'll try." I say and give a her a fake smile. She gets it.

"Oh, and just one more thing." Her voice is getting normal as she wipes her tears. "You young lady, need to clean this hell of a bedroom and yo.." Before she can end the phrase my phone starts ringing, I look at the screen ad see Beatriz's name.

"The fault in our Beatriz." I'm not funny at all, gosh. "But yes, mom. I'll clean it." And I'm gonna start with that t-shirt. She doesn't say anything just smiles and leaves the room. I love that smile, so pure. I wish I could see it everyday.If everyone had a person with that smile things would be so much easier. Unfortunatly, they're not.

"Hey." Beatriz says not so happy.

""Hey, is everything okay?" Her tone was low and sad, she's always so happy and alive. She's was the best person to make the others smile, a pain in the ass sometimes but amazing.

"Yes, I'm more worried about you!" What?

"Why? What, Beatriz ?"

"You're kidding right. You don't have anything to tell me?" I'm not enjoying this conversation right now.

"I fought with my dad." I say sick of all this mistery.

"Flash News!" she says ironically. "No, dumbass! About your father! About the student?" What is going on here.

"No sorry." I say honestly and a little panic rushes my body and I start picking up my clothes again.

"He hit him!"

"What?!"

And the clothes are spread on the floor, once again.

(The begging is a little boring I know sorry :( but I hope you like it! Ily guys and don't forget to vote xxx)