We Say Fuck Off To Fate (Discontinued)

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Clementine stepped out of the door with Rosie on her leash and started walking down the driveway. Rosie ran ahead excited for the walk that's to come, but slowed down when she realized that her owner is distracted by something. Rosie barked, trying to grab Clem's attention. 

"Oh, hey Rosie I'll be fine." Clementine said as she scratched behind Rosie's ear. Rosie didn't believe her one bit, but alas she couldn't say that, so she just did what she was suppose to do. Cheer her up.

"Rosie wha- what are you doing? On you wanna play fetch? OK OK hold on let's get to the park first." Clementine laughs as she tries to calm Rosie down. Hearing the laugh, Rosie slowed down thinking she got Clem's mind off of whatever was bothering her. Mission accomplished.

Clementine and Rosie made their way to the dog park, where Clem unhooked Rosie's leash. Clem reached into her pocket and brought out a ball. 

"Hey Rosie go long" Clem threw the ball for Rosie to catch. Rosie ran caught the ball in her mouth and brought it back to Clementine. They repeated the process for sometime. 

"OK Rosie one more throw, then we gotta leave. Got to go get some lunch." Clem tells Rosie. Rosie barks in confirmation. Clementine goes to throw the ball when she sees a girl walk past the park. 
She had red like hair. The girl seemed to be distracted, stressed really, about something. 

'Wonder what's got her so freaked out. Hope she feels better soon. Wait, why am I thinking this? I don't even know the girl' Clem's thoughts were intrupted by Rosie barking her annoyance of the ball not being thrown.

"Oh crap, sorry Rosie. Didn't mean to leave you hanging like that." Clem threw the ball extra hard to appease Rosie. As Rosie was getting the ball, Clem eyes went back to where the girl was, but she saw her walking off. 

Clementine and Rosie made it back home in time for lunch. Lee made egg and cheese sandwiches with apple slices on the side. He also had apple juice to drink because of Clem's obsession with apple flavored things. 

"Thanks Lee, this tastes really good." Clem takes another bite out of her sandwich.

"Thanks sweetpea. So are you ready for school tomorrow?" Lee inquires.

"Nooo, don't remind me. Please." Clementine groans at the question. She really doesn't want to go to school.

"Come on Clem, we talked about this. You promised you'd try." Lee said

"I know,I know. And I am going to try, I swear. I'm just nervous that I'll lose control again or something." Clementine confessed. 

Lee looked at how much this was making Clem freak out. All he wants to do is take away all her anxiety and fears , but he can't. All he can do is offer words and hope that its all enough.

"You've been doing so well controlling yourself, and the fact that you are actually doing what Dr.Hernandez is telling you to do instead of throwing things at her." Lee jokes to try and get Clem to laugh. It works.

"In all seriousness, though. You've been doing well these past 2 months, with therapy and having Rosie around." Lee comments, shooting Clementine a smile. "You don't have much to worry about other than... I don't know, making friends, getting good grades?" 

Clementine raises an eyebrow at him, waiting for him to continue.

"Okay, and maybe cutting back on the apple flavored products," Lee grins, "I think you have a problem."

Clem laughs at the dig at her obsession. All of her worries and fears going away and just feeling that confidence in herself. Lee smiles at being able to do this.

"Thanks Lee. I feel better already. You're right I've been doing alright considering. Maybe this school can help even more."

"That's the spirit. Now go shower you smell like sweat and dog." Lee plugs his nose and makes an exaggerated disgust face.

Clementine rolls her eyes but obliges as she does feel a little icky. She walks to her room grabs all she needs for a shower, then proceeds to go to the bathroom. Turning on the water to let it heat up, Clem thinks about the girl from the park. 

'I hope she's OK. She looked like she needed a hug. If only I could have given her one. She seemed pretty panicked about something. Yet she still somehow look really pretty-'

Clementine shook herself out of her thoughts and blushed. God she doesn't even know the girl and she's thinking about how pretty she is. How much more disastrous can she get?
'Jeez I know I'm bi, but do I need to be a disaster bi. God I'm just gonna stop thinking about this and shower.'

So Clementine did. She put on her shower playlist named 'Clean Hoe Hours' that consist of rap, metal and anime theme songs. Now Clem will go to her grave denying she listens to anime theme songs, but she jams out to it.

After an hour and a half of having a full blown concert and about 15 minutes of actually washing up, Clementine steps out of the shower, drys off and gets dressed in some sweats and a grey hoodie. 

Clementine turns on her T.V and her wii to play Mario kart to pass the time until dinner. She selected her go to character, Daisy, to crush the competition. 

Selecting the course that has rainbow road because Clem lives life on the edge, she was off in the world of videogames.

"Yeah suck it Toad, you can't fucling beat me bitch!" Clem exclaims at the fictional character trying to take her first place slot.

"Fuck you and your blue shell! Can't even beat me with that you losers." She is really getting into this game. Lee please hurry and finish dinner, we beg of you.

"Yeah loser you suck bitches! You can't beat the queen of Mario Kart. Suck my di-"

"Clem dinner's ready!" Clem's sentence was, thankfully, cut off by Lee calling her for dinner.

They were having corn, green beans and rice all mixed together with chicken broth poured to make it a soup. Clem's second favorite dinner.

They eat and chat about any and everything. They eat some apple pie and ice cream for dessert as they watch a movie. They watched Frozen first because they are both children at heart. Lee and Clementine watched movies until it was time for Clem to go to bed. 

Not like that bedtime will help. It's currently 3 am and Clem just finished her night routine. She really needs to fix this sleep schedule or she's going to miss things that she wouldn't usually. 

Clementine lays in her bed and drifts off to sleep. She has another dream about the future. This time, luckily, it seems like its about her first day tomorrow, or today as Clem went to sleep at 3 am. In her dream she is talking to 2 people.

One of them had medium length dreads and a brown coat that stopped at the bottom of his thighs. He seemed like he was telling a joke or something as he was laughing. It must have been bad judging by the expression on the girl.

The girl was wearing a vest that seemed homemade. She had blonde hair fading into purple. Her face was holding a scowl toward the dude telling the presumably bad joke.

Other than that, it seems that the two of them were welcoming her to the school. At least Clem had that to look forward to. She can totally do this then

Good thing her confidence shot up because Clem's alarm just rang, stating its time to wake up and get ready for school. 

'Yeah I can totally take on this school.' Clem thinks as she picks her outfit for the day.

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Well that's chapter 4. I hope y'all like it and continue to like this fanfic. 🤙🏾🤙🏾🤙🏾