You're not real...are you?

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by itsleahlol

You just stood there feeling guilty...you wanted to run...but you also wanted to help him...you felt like shit for doing that...

Unknown person: What the hell was that for?!?!

He looked like he was really hurt...you stood there for a second...then you finally said something...But you were stumbling over your words...

Y/N: I-I'm...s-sorry....I just...I was just scared...I-It's really hard for m-me to trust anyone...shit...I'm such a horrible person...

You start crying. He looks up at you with concern.

Unknown person: Please don't cry...it's my fault...I probably startled you by yelling and chancing you...

You look at him. Your face goes pale. You think to yourself that it can't be lil peep...he's dead...how is this possible. You just stared while tears were running down your face...

Unknown person: what's wrong...?

There was blood dripping down his forehead. You didn't say anything...you just stood there staring at him on the floor.

Unknown person: are you okay...?

He sounded really concerned...you finally said something but quietly...just loud enough for him to hear you...

Y/N: It's not possible...

Unknown person: what's not possible?

Y/N: You...

Unknown person: what do you mean...?

Y/N: You're dead...you died almost 2 years ago...I must be seeing things...

Unknown person: I really am lil peep. I'm Gus...I know I'm "supposed" to be dead...but I'm not...I just wanted to start fresh...a new life I guess...

You just stood there but now you looked away.

Gus: I'm sorry if I scared you...I really didn't mean to- ow...shit...

He touched his head where the blood was coming from. You then knelt down next to him. You were worried...

Y/N: I'm sorry...I didn't mea-...

He stopped you by holding onto your hand. You're face went red.

Gus: it's fine it really is.

He smiled at you. You smiled back blushing, and you quickly moved your hands to cover your face. He giggled.

Gus: you don't have to be shy. I think it's kinda adorable that your blushing.

You refused to take your hands off your face. He sat up. And he just stared at you with the biggest cutest smile. He moved your hands away from you face and you let him.

Gus: See nothing to worry about. I'm not gonna judge. Don't be shy.

You were smile, but tears were rolling down your face. You felt a sudden urge to hug him. So that exactly what you did. You gave him the biggest hug ever. And he hugged you back giggling.