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Play the song through this chapter

-big time skip-

It has been a year and I am now a senior.

I went to see my mom on my 18th birthday but she told me that I was never to return so I havent seen her in a little over 1 month.

I heard my brother was coming back from a bunch of people around the school.

Anyway about school I got a scholarship to University of Los Angeles. So yay.

Anyway about my life.

I tried to commit many times but the janitors always found me and now here I am all depressed because I csnt do anything right.

Do you ever just have the feeling of want? Like you want nothing more than to feel wanted?

I just ant that feeling of being wanted and to feel accepted for who I am, but you dont get everything you want.

I just want everything to be back to thw way it was before Cameron got famous.

For us to be little again when I was wanted. I want my brother to love me and to call me names ro make me think he hates me but I know deep down he loves me morw than our mom.

I want to be the girl who meant somethng to him and my family but I dont get that satisfaction do I?

The only things I have that accept me is rope, a little light bulb, and a cold hard bathroom floor.

Im failing every subject in school because I daydream about what a happy girl I was and how fast that changed.

I want my old life back.

I guess people were right when they say when you are dying your life flashes before your eyes.

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Song of this chapter is:

Breathe me- sia

Im so sorry for the depressed chapter but I just feel really depressdd and I dont know why at all.

But yea so I FINALLY UPDATED WOOHOO

But I love you guys so yea

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