A cliché with a gay twist

09

Sunday 12:36 am

Ben and I stumble through my front door while making out. I manage to close it with my foot and we walk upstairs. Well, it's not really walking, more like attempting to walk on stairs while kissing.

We get to my bedroom door and I blindly try to find the doorknob. I open the door and close it behind us. He pushes me against the wall and I yank his shirt over his head. He also takes off mine and I run my hands all over his back. We stumble to my bed and at Ben's push, I let myself fall onto it, dragging him down with me.

He pushes his crotch completely against mine and I softly moan. I unzip his pants and he pulls them down. I also take off my pants and throw them off my bed.

Ben kisses me again and kisses me all the way down to my belly button. My whole body shivers when he gets to my boxers. He puts his fingers at the hem of my boxers, but waits a second.

"Is this okay?" He whispers and I quickly nod.

Good god.

Sunday 1:33 am

Ben rolls off of me panting. We're both panting. You get why. I'm not sharing details. 

"That was..."

"... pretty fucking amazing." I finish his sentence. "The nickname 'Big Ben' suddenly has a whole new meaning." I say and Ben punches my arm.

"Shut up." He laughs.

"It's a compliment you ass." I say. "You also have a cute ass by the way."

"Gosh all of these compliments about my ass and dick are really overwhelming." Ben says with an exaggerated high pitched voice. I laugh and snuggle against him. His warmth is so nice and I feel my eyes getting heavier.

Maybe it's his warmth, maybe it's the booze, maybe it's both, but who cares.

Sunday 10:56 am

I wake up and I feel like my head got hit with a hammer. I look beside me and don't see Ben there. I rub my face and suddenly hear the shower running. Smart. I should take a shower too.

I look at my nightstand for my phone and I see a glass of water and an aspirin. And the award for best boyfriend of the year goes to...

The shower turns off and Ben comes out of my bathroom with just a towel around his waist.

"Morning dipshit." I say.

"Yeah that's about how I feel right now. Although the shower helped a bit. You should take that aspirin and get in the shower too." He says.

"Yeah one second I just woke up." I say.

"Do you remember anything from the party?" Ben asks.

"Not really. I remember getting there and then all I remember is what happened in this bed." I say and I grin.

"Same." He says and he smiles, "but didn't we leave the party early or something?" He asks.

"Yeah I remember something like that. Maybe we just wanted to make out and didn't want to do it there, because we're still a secret." I say.

"Yeah that's probably what happened." He says and my phone suddenly buzzes. It's Sarah.

"Oh god. Sarah called like thirteen times."

"Pick up then!" Ben says and he sits down on next to me. I pick up and put it on speaker.

"Thank god! Finally." She says.
"Hey before you say anything. Ben's listening too."
"Okay good. Have you guys checked your phone yet?"
"No I was about to," I say and I look at Ben. He shakes his head, "Ben hasn't either."
"Well there's a video of you guys getting send around. Some people posted it on Instagram."
"From the party? I don't care if people see me dancing." I say.
"Well you're not just dancing. Uhm, you're pretty much grinding against Ben and Ben pulls you closer and then you guys make out."
"We did what?! Oh god."
"Fuck fuck fuck fuck." I hear Ben whisper next to me.
"We couldn't even keep it a secret for more than one day. One day." I sigh.
"Hey but I reported the people who posted it and you guys were gonna come out later anyway. You guys were drunk and did something stupid, but I wouldn't tell people you're not together, because you are and you make a great fucking couple. So I would just be out and proud and I know that's easy for me to say, but you can try? I'm here to support you guys and I'll punch anyone who'll be an ass to you." Sarah says.
"You're the best, Sarah." I say.
"Where is this video? I want to see it." Ben says.
"I'll send it to you. I'm gonna hang up now, but you can always call me!"
"We know Sarah. Thank you." I say.
"Love you, bye!"

What the fucking hell. We drunkenly outed ourselves. God, I've never felt more stupid. To be honest, I don't even really care, but Ben's probably taking this pretty hard and I feel bad for him.

My phone buzzes and I open Sarah's message. I click on play and we look at ourselves. Well, you guys know what happened.

"I'm sorry Ben. If I wouldn't have poured myself all over you, this never would've happened." I say.

"Hey hey, listen. It's both our faults okay. We both got drunk and we both made out. I was totally letting you grind against me and you saw it yourself, I kissed you back." He says and he cups my face. I pull him into a hug and we sit like that for a while.

"Does it really bother you that everyone knows now?" I ask against his shoulder.

"Not really. We were gonna come out later anyway like Sarah said. And I'd love to be a clingy couple and make everyone sick." He says and I chuckle.

"We should DTR." I say.

"We should what now?"

"You know, define the relationship."

"Okay then. Thomas Elio Gray, will you be my boyfriend?"

"I do." I say. We both laugh and I kiss him. "God, we've kept it a secret for what? A day? A day and a half?" I say and I put my head against his.

"Yep, keeping secrets isn't exactly something we're good at." He says.

Okay woah woah woah woah i'm all of a sudden at #75???? Like that's not that high but like a few days ago i was at #450 or something like whaaaaat???

Anyways thank you so much for reading my story!! I love y'all

P.s. yes, the middle name elio is from call me by your name :)))