Why do I love you?

My love.

"Babe, come on we have to go"
Now... I guess you're wondering who this is... Um .... You might be a bit shocked to hear this is Tae.. Tae as in BTS Tae....
I know I'm a bad person but me and Tae have been bestfriends since I started my singing career, he took care of me and never let go of my hand when I was about to fall into my endless hole of anxiety.
Now... Um... I'm as confused as you are  because I don't know whether to go with Jimin or Tae, if I had to choose anyone in the world. I would choose my one and only true love, chim but he died in a car crash, nobody saw it, but everyone heard about it.

It was... Heart breaking.. my heart aches just thinking about him, he was so cute and cuddly but at the same time hot and sexy, like god  couldnt choose between them both so he just said 'whatever' and just added them both into his mixing bowl. He died on my birthday and since then I never celebrated my birthday happily.
Now that I think about it, I want to find his grave so I can go and visit him. He always used to make me feel better, but after I auditioned for jyp, I heard one year later that he got into the accident. It was a travesty.
I quickly looked online for Park Chim but.... Nothing came up.
I phoned all the graveyard staff if they have ever heard of a Chim but, there was no one. It got me thinking... What if... I know will sound crazy... But... What if he's still alive and well?!
All my nightmares would be gone and I love him so much I can wait 1 more year for him.
But, this means no Jimin or Tae.
I have to tell them both.
I call Jimin to meet up with me at a secret Park.
(At the park)
"Hi jeongyeon"
I turn around to see Jimin walking my way, waving friendly towards me.
I suddenly feel nervous, very nervous.
"H-hi" I stuttered back
"Jimin, I have a soul mate. His name I cannot reveal but he is my one love, I'm sorry to disappoint you"
His face moved to the shape of an '0'
"Who is this man's name?"Jimin asks angrily.
"I cant tell-"
"Tell me!"he looks threatening.
"His name is... Chim" I say,
"..." Not a word came out of jimins mouth, he was so shocked he looked like his eyes could come out of their sockets!
"........Kyungwan?" I flick my head towards him like a robot... Did he just call me by my real name??

*Tune in for the next chapter to find out!! *