- p r o l o g u e
I woke up in a bed with a guy half naked my memory fuzzy from last night. The last thing i remember was- nothing i don't remember shit.
My heart drops as i remember my curfew was at 11 pm.
I check the time, 3 AM
fuck jimena you did it again
I quickly get my clothes on and rush out the house not caring to look for however the fuck i came with.
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I arrive at my house and quietly open the front door just to see both of my parents sitting on the staircase worry all over their faces.
"fuck" i whisper under my breath
" Estás bromeando jimena? mira la hora" my mom speaks up
i close the door behind me and lean on it
" i know i know" " no lo volveré a hacer"
i felt guilty
" you always say that, your scaring the shit out of mom and dad, get your shit together mena and stop making excuses. you are 15 you're not a child anymore" my brother speaks up from the top of the stair case
" shut up matthew your not helping" i put my head back as i roll my eyes
" empaca tus cosas," confusion flowed through my body
" huh??" i stand straight
" te vas a ir a vivir con tú tia en New Jersey"
my body froze as my world got flipped upside down
i would have to leave everything i grew up with and was familiar with.
" what? no why?" i felt my eyes get blurry
" because they don't know what to do with you anymore. none of us do, no matter what you don't listen. maybe you just need a change in scenery" matthew says with a sincere smile at he end
" a change in scenery is going to the fucking lake not to a different state?!" i yell as tears fall onto my cheeks
" whatever" i sigh
it was dead silent was a walked up the stairs into my room to do what they said- pack my shit.
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a couple days after that night and i was on a plane to new jersey.
I scoff as i put on my airpods, i looked down as the plane took off leaving the place i called home.
I slumped into my chair and i closed my eyes .
fuck this shit ,i thought
