Interesting story that no one can imagine it

Introduction

Hi my name is Rayane and I wrote my story about my destiny not bad but at least still alive and I'mtrying to fight this world and unfortunately my destiny too ! I'm 18yo and I'msurvivor and fighter in the same time ,i'm proud of myself till now for sure because talking about my reality over here isnot easy at all a lot of surprises and a lot of tears and another thing I learntit from this experience is : life learnt me to never give up even if it pushedme to fall but I didn't lose because we all know that this life is about competitionfor us and it's between good people and bad people , between truth and lie ,between poor people and rich ones , between heaven and hell in the end

MY STORY : THE DAY OF BADNESS

Here I'm again looking from my room window to the stars and moon

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I closed my eyes and I start feeling this beautiful weather, this calm of this moment and this cold I felt like I'm flying and I'm free, I opened my arms to feel this wind, I can feel how Allah is great creature of this life , because we all know that Allah who lets people live their life and he can brings us back from death to life , it will look like it's weird thing I'm talking about, actually yes , but talking about reality and this stuffs are something good, it makes us getup and never fall again in dirty hole or even troubles .Talking about this subject because I have story to tell u about it my friend ^^, it's kind of weird but we should accept our destiny what ever it was (experience from life).Soo, one day I was sitting in my room ,I was reading my favor book ...I rarely read books yes! but I'm huge fans of them now <3! , as we all know , when u are reading your book or in different way "novel", u are focusing in the events of that story and what ever happen, u can't even look to something or hearing your mom's calling u , like u will be in another world (your own world :"3 ).I'm reading that book and I read this sentence :"if you want to be strong don't let your mind think about your past even if it's good or not you should always look to the top and thinking about your future and don't tell anyone about your next step ,and build your bridge for your next steps and never say that I can't do this, you have to say I can do it and never give up from this life , we live once we have one soul, one life ,so we have to keep it like this no matter what happen .I stop for moment and I start talking about this subject :Some people get on depression which is not kind of sickness or anything it's all depend to parents attitude and from friends too , to satisfied of course , it's horrible feeling ...yes , but this depression can be long year by year not even little bit period, if it starts .. your life is end not really but somehow u will start doing weird things to yourself, much worse thing u can imagine , and of course the next step is the bad one and I call it "suicide", it will push you to get some cures and medicines :'3 but you already know that you will fail, its creepy and awful in the same time .

I moved on from that sentence that it was looking interesting but it is !actually ,I found it important for me because it's strong one !

In that moment I started remembering all my past which was the worse one till now , my head started hurting me so bad till I couldn't focus in nothing even the ground I get up and start looking to my room it was like turning around me and suddenly I fall in the ground and somehow my breath starts to stop I don't know why or even how all I know that I was angry and stressful too. I called my dad but he didn't respond and then I called my sister she was yelling on me because I was alone at home , horrible one I know !! I get back and I courage myself even I was turning to blue person ..damn ! I stand up and I was looking to the door to get down on the steers to get out from there to call one of my neighbor ,then I met my friend next to the street he comes and he told me what's wrong I didn't wanna talk about that for no one because I don't need the poorness of the others I prefer to save myself in this kind of healthy troubles . I found that friend and thank god that he was from that kind of good boys LOL ^_^ , he took me to the hospital because my sister work there ! I was inside crying but outside I was strong like I wasn't before , it's life ,it's keeping for us a lot of surprise who knows what's gonna happen next!, any way I turned to blue person and I couldn't even feel my hand (both of them) they were like dead piece from my body ...and I'm just like " holly crap what the hell is happening to me !!", I lost my mind in that moment ,like I surprised I didn't expect that in the first place , because there is no explain for my situation over here .

When we arrived my sister came to me and I smiled in her face and there was a lot of tears in my eyes and I told her everything will be alright not today but one day , don't worry don't lose hope and pray for me at least and stay strong like I'm now ! I hugged her like I was telling her goodbye with indirect way , I lost my power and last breath is getting out from my mouth I screamed till doctors came and took me inside the hospital and the surprise was next .... .

After long day I wake up and I found myself in operation room they told me that your heart is weak and i start crying and everything now like dark one even my shadow I isolate myself and start thinking about my life and I'm young to die now I get out from my room and I went to the doctor and I told him to do the operation even if it's hard because I'm believer and I have big hope I will never lose myself just like that and never give up for this measurable thing even if I realized how much I'm strong in that moment but from good side my sister hugged me and told me to do it with out fear and she will pray for me to get my operation success . I courage myself and I prepared myself to get inside I was smiling like I didn't before because my faith in god is big <3 and I will accept the result what ever it will be💔☺ ! . after 10hours from operation the operation have been success but somehow I get on coma my heart couldn't hold enough I get on coma for 2 days and I was dreaming I remembered my entire family , my friends , and especially my parents <3 I saw my grandpa looking to me and he told me wake up they missed you don't worry everything will be fine my little beautiful daughter I was white person like everything in me is white like I'm little angel shining with white dress 😇🤤😍❤❤🖤. I get up I opened my eyes I was crying and smiling in the same time I found all of my friend and my family around me and I realized how life and how person is really worth to live and how much person can be die comfortable with no fear because he knows when he leaves he will leave with clear mind , I was happy and doctors come to me and I thank him for their work 😇✊ and I'm now living with peace body even if I'm sick little bit I'm survivor and fighter and proud and blessed 😌❤❤