Clueless Self

10/20/2019

Every story on Wattpad that I've read ends with a happy ending, all except one. I remember when I was so angry with the author of that story for not giving it a happy ending, the one we all expected. But now that I know what I know now, I understand why the author did what he/she did. 

I know that reality doesn't always end with a happy ending. I know that what may be your sad moments are someone else's happy moments. Reality doesn't play by the rules, it doesn't follow a certain path, it just happens. Just because you had some sad days doesn't mean that the universe would grant you even happier ones to follow. Sometimes the moral scale between good and bad doesn't always come to an equilibrium. Reality is whatever you make it to be however, it can't be changed. Whatever happened already has to be accepted in order to move on and grow into the reality. 

However, I have yet to face the reality that I burned down a bridge that I never thought I would miss. I tried to prepare the bridge but it keeps crumbling to millions of pieces. Nothing could ever bind what I have broken. There is nothing left to do now except to find another way to cross over. I am forever searching for a new way, a better way to the other side. Will I ever find it? Who knows.