Horribly True

I'M TIRED

I'm tired of crying, cause I really am trying to cope up with my loss.

I'm tired of yelling, cause I'm just shouting pretty loud to be heard above the noise in my head.

I'm tired of being sad, cause I'm just acknowledging the depressing things all around me.

I'm tired of pretending, cause I can't show everyone what I truly am.

I'm tired of being alone, cause the others hate me too much to be with me.

I'm tired of being angry, cause I know that they wouldn't care anyways.

I'm tired of being called crazy, cause I either just can't cope up with the noises in my head, or can't cope up with the silence flooding my veins.

I'm tired of being stuck, cause I know that there's know one to pull me out of here.

I'm tired of begging for help, cause I know that no one would really want to help me.

I'm tired of remembering, cause I'm pretty sure they wouldn't have remembered me.

I'm tired of missing things, cause I'm pretty  sure they would tell me I'm not worth the things.

I'm tired of being different, cause I'm just trying to fit in.

I'm tired of missing people, cause I'm pretty sure they never would have missed me.

I'm tired of feeling worthless, cause I can't find anyone to make me feel I have some value.

I'm tired of feeling empty inside, cause I don't really have anyone to fill up the space.

I'm tired of not being able to just let go, cause I don't wanna forget what I've lost.

I'm tired of wishing I could start all over, cause I know that I can't go back to the moment everything was perfect.

I'm tired of dreaming 'bout a life I would never have, cause I know I can't change the past.

But most of all, I'm tired of being tired.
                 -The_Broken_Soul

(A/N)
PEOPLE ALWAYS TELL ME NOT TO READ SO MANY BOOKS. BUT WHO AM I TO TELL THEM THAT THESE BOOKS ARE MY ONLY ESCAPE FROM THE WORLD?