Kid:
So Soul still hasn't explained what he was talking about when he said I almost 'raped' him which is a terrible thing to hear from your crush, I mean I would hope if I were to try anything he would be willing and wouldn't consider it rape but anyway he pretty much seems like he's forgotten about it I mean he's sitting next to me and talking to me like a normal person we decided to go get dinner I dressed down in a symmetrical red t-shirt, a black jacket, and blue jeans and Soul in a pair of black jeans and a blue t-shirt, not symmetrical by the way, but he is an exception so we went to a little pizza joint down the street from the hotel it seems to be a very clean place me and soul sat down at a table and got a small plain cheese pizza and a small pepperoni one we each split half of each apparently to please my O.C.D. he is so nice to me and I don't understand why I mean I don't talk to him very much because I'm afraid I'd mess everything up but I've been doing okay so far I mean the only back and forth conversations we had while we were here was arguing about him sitting on the floor and and then me yelling at him about touching my face with a stick that he had no idea how it got in the room "So kid we don't talk much, why is that?" souls voice is so... soothing but what should I tell him!? "To be honest, it's because I'm afraid of ruining any chance of friendship I have with you" that was a stupid thing to say "Well I mean we can't really become friends if we don't talk" " I know that, well if you wanted to be friends why don't you talk to me, if I knew you wanted to be friends I would have said something I just thought you wouldn't have time for being friends with me because you and maka and black star are always together and talking I just felt like I would be kind of 'out of the know' with you and them because I haven't been part of the group as long as everyone else" "I wouldn't expect you of all people to be afraid of not fitting in but in all honesty we haven't even been hanging out that long and I like you a lot more than maka and Black Star" oh god am I blushing?! I hope not! "O-oh well thank you you are a lot more interesting than liz and patty as well" " well that's nice to hear" I really should stop talking before I dig myself into a pit I can't get out of, but if I stop talking he will think I'm rude or I don't like him "This is some really good pizza" how do I reply to that...! "You're a really good pizza, wait no damn it!" I've done it I messed everything up "I think I'd be a pretty good pizza if I do say so myself haha" wait no he's dragging it on oh god this is embarrassing "Um haha yeah" that was one of the stupidest things I've ever done why would I even say that I should just leave now oh god " Well now that we are finished should we go back to the hotel or should we go do something else?" how is he acting like nothing just happened I just called him crust with tomato sauce and cheese and how id he acting like he didn't tell me I unconsciously tried to rape him earlier which I still don't believe but seriously like what is he trying to do to me I don't understand
Soul:
Kid is a mess today I mean he usually doesn't act out like this and he looks really worked up about something maybe I should say something, but I don't want to make him more worried maybe I should tell him how much I like him but what if he doesn't return the feeling and he wants to cut the trip short but what if he does and I'm not the only super gay one in the group maybe it will happen later but I guess we should probably get back to the hotel it's getting pretty late, we'll probably spend the rest of the night in silence besides when he will probably make me sleep in the bed because 'the floor looks uncomfortable'
((I'm so sorry this story is junk I feel so bad for bringing it into the world....))
