Black & White

Chapter 4

I sat mindlessly on one of the chair here, thinking whether this is a joke or a dream. I think it's a dream, I pinched my arm but only hissed when it hurts.

Shit, this isn't a dream isn't?

Fuck, I am mated to a guy.

Well, actually, being mated to a guy isn't that bad for me, since I do think I am bi for some reason.

But then the guy ended up to be fucking Xavier Luke Carson, the guy that I loathed so much, the guy that I would rather choose to be with a witch than to be with him.

Yes, that's literally how I hate the guy.

'Damn, I think I'm in love.' I almost puked my organs out when Caleb said that.

'Exactly to whom?' I asked in pure disgust.

'To our mate, obviously. Ugh, fuck.' He growled lustfully even though I was trying my hardest to not look at Xavier. Even saying his name was making my skin tingle.

Ew.

'Never knew you were gay, Caleb.'

He just growled at me before going back in the dark.

This is so messed up no matter what angle you look at it.

First, I'm an Alpha, a fucking Alpha, I need to have a Luna to actually spread my Alpha DNA. How the fuck am I gonna impregnant a guy?!

Second, I'm not into fucking guys. Yes, I have mentioned that I think I am Bi but that's not the point.

Third, it's Xavier. This is Xavier we are talking about! We both hate each other, we both wish that we can slit each other's throat, we both want to kill each other, we both want each other's head on a plank.

For short, WE DON'T WANT EACH OTHER.

"We need to talk about this." I looked up to see mom walking towards me. Guessing that the program is over, I sighed and nodded.

"What are we gonna talk about exactly?" I asked, as my eyes moved on it's own and looked at Xavier who was too deep in thought to notice his parents.

He was probably talking to his wolf.

"About this." Mom rolled her eyes at me. "First..... we need to know.... if you're actually gonna.... accept... each other."

I didn't really thought about that.

No matter how I hate that guy, he is... still my mate....

I looked at mom to see her looking at me worriedly and understandingly, like as if, she would understand if I said that I wouldn't accept him.

"I'm not gonna reject him." I looked at Xavier to see him looking at me with the same look my mother gave.

"I....... I'm n-not.....gonna reject him too..." I stutter looking back at my parents who sighed in relief.

"Well, now that is settled. We'll talk about your fathers." Just as she said that, she looked at dad and Xavier's dad angrily.

My father and my... I guess mate's father aren't really the best of friends. They don't hate each other like how Xavier and I hate each other, but they just don't get along.

"What about us?" Dad asked, raising a brow.

"You need to sort out this wall between you. Your sons are mates. We won't like any rivalry don't we?" Aunt Amber, Xavier's mother said. Dad and uncle Jack just nodded and sighed.

"We'll fix that later one. For now, we need to focus on you two." Dad says.

"I could literally feel the need emitting from you two. Why don't we go to the pack house?"

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We arrived at the pack house of Labyrinth Black Wood Pack, Xavier's pack. We went to the office and my feet automatically went towards a chair to sit down on.

"What are you guys feeling?" Mom asked, giving each of us water.

"I feel like I'm being punished." I sip on my water as Xavier agrees. Our mothers sighed as dad searched for a book.

The History Of Werewolves Book.

I focused my thoughts on this mate shit and just thought.

Why not? I mean, things only come once right? Why don't we just accept it instead of thinking of the worse?

I looked at Xavier to see him frowing to himself as he rubbed his chest, probably feeling the strong pull from the mate bond.

I feel it too, and damn does it hurt.

"We'll give you some privacy, while we look for some things." I just nodded as I watch the four of them rush outside leaving us alone. Only the sound of our heartbeat was heard.

I looked at Xavier across me to see his hands clasped together and a frown placed on his lips, his eyebrows pulled together, like as if he was thinking on how to attack Donald Trump in the not most obvious way.

"Hey...." I start. He didn't look up or moved. Damn, he really is deep in thought. "Xavier?" I called. He finally looked up and raised a brow. "Just wanted to ask on what you're planning."

"I was planning on rejecting you but shit wasn't on my side so that option flew out off the window." He says making me chuckle a little, he smiles at this as we sat silently, staring at each other, waiting for someone to make the first move since the pull was a bit... painful now. Like as if someone wanted to pull my heart out off of my rib cage.

As expected, I was the one who made the first move since he had too much pride to do so. He watched me in confusion but that look turned into surprise when I just literally sat on his lap, straggling him as I wrapped my arms around his waist before putting my head on his neck and inhaling his intoxicating scent that was vomit inducing before.

"What are you doing?" He asks, although hugging me back.

"Putting on end to this painful pull, dzuh." I say, my lips lightly brushing his neck making him shiver. I sighed and mindlessly buried my hand on his hair, playing with it and leaned my chin on his shoulder.

"Your hair's quite soft." I mumbled, that made his chest vibrate as he chuckled deeply. What the fuck am I actually doing. I'm literally sitting on his lap like as if he wasn't just the guy that I loathed.

This mate-bullshit ain't my thing.

"I forgot that I need to go somewhere." I say, letting go of him but he just gripped me closer. "Xavier, let go. I need to go." I hissed, trying to take his arms off.

"Go where?" He asked, bringing me closer. "We're doing well. Why'd you have to go?"

"Look, you may be my mate or not. I don't do shit with the statement that Mates Go First. I need to go and let me go before I even think about rejecting you." There he froze, and I froze. Damn, did that just came out off my mouth? What the hell?

'You messed up, boi.'

"Just let go." I say, ignoring my wolf's whines. He reluctantly let go as I stood up, without looking back or saying anything, I left the room. I felt the tug of pull from the mate-bond and the slight pain in my heart told me that he was hurting.

'Fuck, I need to do this fast.' I told my wolf just as I was leaving the pack house.

'Shift. It'll be easier and faster. ' I did what Caleb said and shifted into my snow white furred wolf before running towards the house of the girl I needed to talk to right now.

Bea.

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