Black & White

Chapter 6

"Exactly in what position?" I asked. The pain in his eyes told me that it was something bad... really bad. He bit his lower lip once again.

"Xav." I called, he exhaustedly sighed before brushing past his hair using his fingers.

"I explained it already." He said.

"That wasn't enough. What did you mean that I 'first' woke up and went crazy? And how the hell did I cause that?" I pointed at the scar that he visibly tried to hide by turning his head to the side and licked the inside of his cheek.

"You went shit-nuts, like, you weren't you when you first woke up, on the second you woke up, you just opened your eyes then closed it back. It's like you were possesed and all that shit that you even scratched..... me.... when I-I was t-trying to h-hold you back, so that they ca-can t-tie you.... Jay... I didn't want it to end like that... I wanted them to call the healer but that healer was out of the country...." He clenched his fist tightly before opening them again, like as if he's trying to not bring his anger out. "Everything happened so fast I didn't realize I was crying...." He mumbled. Now... that made me stone-cold shock.

Xavier, cried? Now that are two words that I couldn't imagine being mixed together.

"It pained me that I couldn't do anything to get you out of what you were in, it pained me that I couldn't just be in your position instead." He whined a bit before rubbing his chest. "I was so much in pain that I couldn't sleep for nights. Dammit, Jay. You don't even know what you're doing to me, you don't know what this mate shit is doing to me!" He groaned before sitting on the foot of the bed and grabbing a handful of his fair.

I tilted my head sideways to look at his face and smiled before pulling myself up and sat closer to him. I hugged him from behind making him tense but eventually relaxing.

I just hugged him quietly, trying to comfort him. "But you like what I'm doing to you?"

"It's hard to admit but yes.... I do like it." He groans. I giggled softly from that before I suddenly remembered something.

"How long was I actually asleep?"

Silence.

That silence made me nervous, thinking of what would happen or what he would say.

"Three months...."

"You're kidding." I laughed, I only stopped when I saw that he was serious. "Damn." I whispered. He smiled sadly and I just looked at him. Three months? Holy fuck how strong was that magic Bea did? And why'd she use it on me? I was always nice to her, didn't do anything wrong and she just used her magic on me? And not even in a good way, I may add.

"Where's she now..?" I asked after a moment of silence between us. He sighed before running a hand through his hair. "Xavier." I say lowly. He only glanced at me before groaning, I was starting to get annoyed when I got a hint from his style of fidgeting.

He only cracks his knuckles when he did something bad.

"You didn't.." I start. He smiled at me before laughing, the type that would make you shiver as fuck.

"Yeah, I did. Didn't get to control Sam when he just force shifted and saw Bea fucking straddling you on that chair and saw that you were enjoying it. As me being me and not Sam I would've just thrown her to the edge of the cliff but Sam being Sam, he tortured her for two months before she went limp one day and never responded." He was still letting out small chuckles when he continued, "Man, this mate shit ain't my thing, especially with a dude that I hated."

I was quiet. Didn't really know what to say after he just admitted those. Is this really the Xavier I knew of? I don't know this guy, who is this guy? This isn't Xavier, atleast not the guy who put a frog in my bag when we were 12.

"Where's the body now?" I asked, he didn't respond but saw his head leaning on the pole of the bed. I tilted my head and saw that he was sleeping. I sighed softly as I fix his position so that he was laying on the bed comfortable. Making sure that he was indeed asleep, I kissed his left cheek gently before sprinting out of the room with my heart almost jumping out of my chest.

Stupid Mate Shit.

I looked around and saw that we were in Xavier's house, not the house with his parents but the house he owns himself or with his friends I don't really know and give a shit of.

I wonder if he fucks those girls in that very bed he tied me on.

I looked around once more for a clock and saw that he did have a small clock in his kitchen, an owl type of clock.

It's literally 2 in the morning.

If this was the lazy me, I would've just slept on the large sofa I saw in his living room, but this isn't the lazy me, this is the worried me.

Are my parents okay? Do they know what happened to me? Do my pack know?

So many questions were running through my head as I hurriedly but carefully opened the main door to outside before shifting into my wolf.

Caleb isn't still responding.

I ran to my pack as fast as my paws can, it's pretty hard to run when my inner wolf isn't really alive ya know.

When I reached my pack house, passing through some guards that were by the way shocked when they saw me, I didn't even bother knocking and just opened the door knowing that it wasn't lock.

They never lock it.

"ALPHA!" My head snapped towards a group of people gathered together around a table like as if planning something. I heaved a sigh of relief as I walk towards them. They stood up and greeted me with a hug or a shake.

"We thought you weren't gonna live." Luca said, chuckling nervously. I gave him a small smile.

"Well, here I am bruva, ain't dying yet." I joked trying to ease the atmosphere.

"How are you?" Gabriel asks, a pack warrior, one of the greatest. "Xavier didn't hurt you didn't he?"

I hid a smile as I shook my head. Almost all people knew that Xavier and I hated each other, and we tend to hurt each other to death if we had the chance. And Gabriel knew that I would be vulnerable and open for Xavier to just pounce on.

"What are you awake for?" I asked as I sat down on a chair that they lent me.

"How Bea managed to do all those." Marcus growled. I pursed my lips as I nodded. It is kind of confusing how Beatrice managed to pull off her magic easily at first before anyone even noticed that a witch was in our pack.

"You all can think about this in the morning, ya'll should get some sleep." I say. They thought for a but before eventually nodding. They all went upstairs to the room but I called for one.

The only pack warrior that we asigned to stalk on Xavied's pack.

"Pierce." Pierce stopped on the first step before turning to me with his usual cold face. I sometimes don't even think that this guy smiles like the fuck.

"What did Xavier-I mean Sam do to Beatrice exactly?" He stared at me for a moment before smirking.

"The same shit that he did to Venom."