PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE [done]

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She kissed my lips with passion.
I kissed her back. Oh god thats what i miss.

*we kiss some minutes*

But then we stop because we lose breath.

I hold her hand.

M: i am sorry its everything my fault. I don't protect you good.

I stop looking on her. I want to cry again... everything is my fault.

Y/n: no... baby, its not ! You try. And i love u for that. You fight for me. You are here for me. You cry for me. I love u.

I looked at her and she kiss me. I love that kissssssessss

M: i am so happy that you remember me.
Y/n: i started remember all our memories. Nothing more. I am with you more than with my mom and dad.
M: i love you so much... you know how i was scareddd!
Y/n: i know. And thank god for this amazing guy.
She hold my cheeck.
I hold her hand on my cheeck.

I need to tell her About Mia. I can't lie to her.

M: y/n?
I sit.
Y/n: i am here.
M: can i tell you something?
Y/n: ofc!
M: so when i come to the hospital i was like very scared!! Very very very!!! And my head wasn't at good condition. So...
Y/n: so?
M: i ...
Y/n: say.
M: i kiss one girl here cause i have hallucination that its you...
I say it so fast.
Y/n: I-
Y/n: can you leave? I need some time.
M: babe i don't really mean it !! Please !
Y/n: i say i need some time!
M: i don't mean that.
I strated to be so sad and scared of lose her.
M: i don't want to lose you... please.
Y/n: i have to say it again ??!

I Stand up and leave. Oh god what i did.

*y/n's pov*

Oh my god did he just-
I am...
i have depression as fuck. Fuck my life. I hate myself. WHy do i existed? Thats so good question. Nobody need ne for sure. Elen trying to kill me. Marcus cheat on me. My parents don't care. I have no friends. NICE! Kill me please. I don't need anyone in my life when i don't existed. I feel like. Dark. Nobody see whats in dark. Like me. Nobody see what its inside me. If i am crying smiling or i don't know.
I love marcus but i just can't right know.

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This one is bit shorter sorry.<3