Mood Pill | CHAENNIE, CHAESOO, CHAELISA

11 Sensitive Chaeyoung Pt.2

(A/N: Enjoy)

Chapter 11: Sensitive Chaeyoung Part 2 

As Chaeyoung was walking around the park, her red hair hiding her gloomy face, her mind kept on returning to those hateful words that she read.

"Do I...even deserve to be here?"

When you asked Chaeyoung when she was a teenager and you said that she's going to become a K-Pop Idol and take on the whole world by storm, teenager Chaeyoung would have giggled at you and say stop joking around. Chaeyoung didn't even plan to become a K-Pop Idol, she just wanted to pursue her passion in music, and her passion brought her here, where she is right now. In Korea, a K-Pop idol, a member of one of the most famous girl groups in the industry, Blackpink. She was supposed to be making herself better even more and concentrating on making her fans happy but here she is.

"Walking around the park, by herself because of some hate comments that she read." Chaeyoung chuckled bitterly to herself, a rumble from above startling her. "It's about to rain" Chaeyoung mumbled looking up while walking. This is bad, she didn't bring an umbrella...She's going to get scolded again...not only by her manager but the other three members as well who will probably be worried sick about her.

Chaeyoung felt bad once again, she felt like a burden to this group. More negative thoughts entering her mind, not noticing droplets of water started falling and some people running to find shelter. With Chaeyoung so deep in her thoughts, she bumped into someone.

"Hey! Watch where you're going!" A whiny voice of a teenager shouted "Hey, you're...Chaeyoung from Blackpink?" The teenager raised her eyebrows

"A blink?" Chaeyoung thought, maybe this girl could cheer her up? After all, the fans are the reason why Chaeyoung and the others kept working hard on their upcoming comeback

Chaeyoung started to give a small smile that she always give when they meet a fan but the girl scoffed at her making her confused "Why do I have to bump into you of all people?" She sneered "You don't need to give me that fake smile."

"Huh?" Chaeyoung felt a dread creeping up to her spine "W-what do you mean? I always give a smile to our fans"

The girl snickered "Yeah sure but" She looked at Chaeyoung up and down, probably judging her "I really don't like you especially your voice and personality" Chaeyoung felt another jab at that and stayed quiet "Do you think I like Blackpink because of your voice, please. Jisoo, Jennie, and Lisa are the reason why I like Blackpink not you" The girl laughed mockingly at her before running again "I hate your voice it's annoying and fake, you should just leave the group"

The girl left, not noticing Chaeyoung's sudden silence and how she just stood there as more droplets of water rained down.

"Leave...the group?"

It hurts...It hurts Chaeyoung to hear that especially coming from a fan and hearing it face-to-face? That's a hard blow to her so she stood there, letting the rain washed down upon her. Chaeyoung felt her whole body getting wet, there were no people around the park right now because of the sudden rain down. The rain trickled to Chaeyoung's hair and then to her forehead...and then her mournful eyes. She felt droplets of water from her face "Is it the rain?" She closed her eyes "Or my tears..." As she thought that, she knows it's the latter. Her tears joining in with the rain as Chaeyoung wept silently...The weather joining her sorrow as the tears from the once bright girl started to become one with the rain.

Even if Chaeyoung is an idol, she is still a girl with a fragile heart, always masking it with confidence and a smile but right now? She released her pent up emotions, not caring if she doesn't have any protection with the rain, not caring if she will get sick...She just doesn't care anymore. She let her feet just wander around, the rain pouring even harder on each step she took, each step feeling heavy as her feelings.