Be mine

prologue

Anna's pov❤️

"I seriously don't wanna go to that party tonight, please don't make me." I am currently sitting on my bed trying to convince my best friend Caitlyn that I don't wanna to some party and so far am not getting anywhere with her.
"Oh come on, it's Friday night and everyone's gonna be there we need to go please, please, please?" She pleaded with her puppy dog eyes that I couldn't refuse and I groaned as she smiled knowing that she has me. I didn't want to go to this party not because I was a loner but because it was a senior's party ,I am fourteen and so is my friend Caitlyn but she still wants to go to this stupid party because she is obsessed with this senior that pays her no attention and ever since she found out that he was going she made it her goal to also attend the party as well. Right now she is rummaging through my closet to find clothes for the both of us and throwing alot of Stuff at my face asking my opinion on it. After a few minutes of selecting what to wear and putting on makeup we were ready and were on our way to the party.

"I'm probably gonna regret this" I mumbled as soon as we got to the front lawn, you could hear the music booming from a mile away, yeah it was that loud.
Caitlyn dragged me into the house and the stench of alcohol and sweat immediately hit me as sweaty bodies grinded against each other, I quickly looked away disgusted. I could feel Caitlyn bubbling with excitement as she quickly pulled me around the house looking for Nathan the senior she was in love with or rather obsessed with.

We got to a kitchen and stopped when Caitlyn spotted Nathan and immediately I was all alone as she left me and ran up to him. I sighed and shook my head softly
" that girl will be the death of me".
I walked around for bit looking for something to drink when I accidentally bumped into someone and I looked up to apologise only to be met with the most beautiful stormy gray eyes I've ever seen, but not only was his eyes beautiful but his whole face was too and don't get me started on his entire body. Wow I sound like a sexually frustrated teenager. I opened my mouth to speak but no words came out, I need to say something or else I might seem dumb which I probably am.
"Hi, I'm eyes that I bumped into you, and your sorry are beautiful"
What the heck did I just say!! OMG! Now he's gonna think I'm a freak .
Instead of laughing at me like I thought he would, he just smiled at me and said "hello eyes, I'm Toby". My whole face was red, oh my God why did I say that, urgh!, I hate myself sometimes, but he seems friendly and plus he's gorgeous so.
Toby must have noticed me blushing
" you look cute when you blush" he said chuckling. I didn't think it was possible to blush even more but I think I did.

Toby and I started talking and I got that he was 17 and was a senior as expected, he was really nice and introduced me to his friends and we got to talk and damn it as much as I hated the idea of coming to this party I'm glad I came, thanks Caitlyn I owe you one. Toby offered me a drink and I didn't really know what it was but I drank it anyway and soon I was feeling really light and Toby led me to a couch and the next thing I knew he was leaning down to kiss me and I think I was leaning in too.
The next thing I felt was his lips on mine, I tried to pull away but he kept pulling me and he became aggressive and eventually I pushed him off me and saw a nasty smirk on his face like he got what he wanted.
And he said something that crushed me
" You didn't really I liked you did you? You poor stupid, naive, ugly girl. You are not my type and you are not worth it so fuck off before I continue with you and this time I won't stop if you know what I mean"
He sounded drunk, I could feel the tears brimming, threatening to fall and I let them, he just used me to get what he want.
I ran away trying to find an exit, I needed to get away from here, from him. I just kept running till I found an exit. I knew I would regret this party. I walked home feeling disgusted with myself. His words kept ringing in my head,stupid, naive, ugly. Those were the words he described me as, and he was right.
" I hate you Toby, I hate you so much". I slept off that night with those words ringing in my head, stupid, naive, ugly.

Author's note:
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