A Hariana love story

Part four

Chapter 4: how unfair is our love
Ariana pov:
I'm broken. I can't move. I've lay in bed thinking about Harry and how I hurt him so deeply. I've called him.. No answer.. I've texted.. I've even stopped by his house still no answer.. I always think the worst when he doesn't answer. *knock* I'm just hoping its Harry.. But it's Michael.. "Ugh ugh hi Ariana.. Look I'm so sorry for what happened.. It it was my fault I should've never kissed you..." Michael says. Michael.. Harry hasn't talked to me in days. I understand your sorry.. But look. Harry means everything to me. Knowing he's your best friend and the rest of the boys best friends.. Can you please get them to contact him...? Please... I'm sorry if I'm ugh tearing up.. I just don't want anything bad to happen to him. "Ugh Ariana.. That's the thing.. All the boys haven't seen him in days.." Michael says as he sounds upset and weak. I just fall to my knees. I did this to him. His huge heart.. Is torn in two.. Because of me. It was my fault. Will always be my fault. Michael please.. We need to find him.. Contact him somehow.. Please.. Help me. "Oh of course.. Should we call Anne? Or Gemma? Maybe they know where he is at the moment." Michael says. Eh.. They might get really upset when they hear he's gone.. But let's stop by to check.. *calls anne* "helloooo" a sweet British voice picks up the phone. Hi Anne, it's Ariana.. Have you heard from Harry..? "Oh hi dear.. And no I called him yesterday but he didn't answer... I figured he was with you or something. Why? Is something wrong?" Anne asks worriedly. Em.. No.. I was just calling to ask.. Nice speaking to you love.. Talk to you soon tell Gemma I say hello. "I will dear thank you for calling. All the love." Anne responds. It kills me inside she doesn't know.. Harry is so deeply hurt.. It worries me so much about where he is. "Any luck?" Michael asks. Ughm no.. I started to cry and Michael immediately gets up and hugs me so tight it felt like Harrys hug.. "Everything is going to be okay. I promise." Michael tells me as he kisses my forehead. Thanks.. I'm just so worried about him.. What if he hurt himself? What if ...

Michael pov:
I could see the hurt in her eyes. I wanted to tell her not to worry because I'm here. But I'm not Harry. That's her love. I already ruined it by kissing her. I cannot completely ruin it unless that's already done. *phone call from Niall Louis Liam and Zayn* " hi Michael ?? We cannot get a hold of Harry and we are very worried bout him... He hasn't responded in t while." Niall says. I know. We are trying our best to figure out where he is.. "Ugh em where's Ariana?" Zayn says. She is at her home. Why? "Keep an eye on her." Zayn said. "Harry isn't there.. She could hurt herself.. Just please watch her.. If you need anything call us.. Thanks Michael." Zayn says. Alright I'll go over.

Ariana pov:
Tossing and turning at 2 am. No Harry. It's been 2 weeks. Michael has comforted me.. But I need Harry. Without him... I don't know if I want to be in this world. He is my everything. I hurt him. The last text I sent to him was "your love is just as important as my life. If I don't have your love in my life. My life isn't worth living." I get up out of bed and went to the bathroom.. And looked in the mirror and cried.. Why? Why me? I hurt the only person who truly loved me. I ruined it. I ruined us. I remembered Harry threw out my blade.. But I couldn't take it.. I broke the mirror in my room and grabbed a huge piece and looked at my reflection and threw it across the room only to see Harry in its reflection looking back at me on his knees crying.