Not Enough {KiriBaku|BakuShima Fanfic}

Not Enough (Original)

This is the original story line (that's was basically just depressed Kiri for some reason) that I did not bother to finish because I was unhappy with it. I also decided to publish my raw writing because some asshole messaged me on Wattpad saying that I should give up on my writing since it's crap and no one likes it and that people are just saying nice things.

Well for one, ouch that hurt.

And two, you try having my busy ass life. If you bothered to pay attention on my board you can see that I have personal issues and writing as well as drawing is my only way to vent. I know some people don't like the way I write. That's fine, I get it. I don't like some people's writing styles but I read it anyway because they worked hard on their stories. But you don't have to fucking attack me and make me feel like shit.

And also, I looked over some of your own stories and your writing style makes me sick. You can't spell worth a shit and you don't even take the time to edit the mistakes you've made plot wise.
Now stop being jealous of me because you can't take your precious fucking time to care for your readers. It's like you're a 3 year old throwing a tantrum because someone is getting more attention. Grow the fuck up asshole. You don't know how much time and work I put into my writing. I do research and sometimes use personal true stories of mine.
My dream is to become an author one day and I do not appreciate people like you trashing other's dreams because you're fucking clueless and stupid.

*sigh*
I'm sorry for the long authors note but I just had to get that off my chest. Assholes suck and piss me off...

Anyway, I posted this raw because I want y'all to see a difference between edited and unedited. I'm basically exposing myself, so please don't be an dick and attack me.

Enjoy!
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Pain. It was real. It was there. It was inside of me all the time. Everyday, every second of my life the demons hurt me.

     I disliked quirks. I disliked the higher power or some bullshit that gave us these quirks. I dislike my quirk, it's useless.

     "I've been accepted into UA...?" I say confused. They must've gotten it wrong, there was no way they accepted a person like me with the little power I have. My mom smiled brightly at me, her sharp teeth glistening white. She nodded her head vigorously, for she was unable to speak.

     My mom went mute after my dad had died and didn't remarry. She worked as a teacher for the deaf school around the corner. She made good money and was happy with her job. She had to be the sweetest person on earth.

     "That can't be right..." I say in disbelief. Her smile faltered a bit.

     "It's true! I'm so happy for you Ei! You've been working so hard." My mother had signed. I forced a smile upon my face and hugged her.

     "I'm going to my room." I headed off towards the hall but she tugged at my shirt.

     "Dinners gonna be ready in 10." She smiled sweetly as I thanked her and walked away. My mom was the best...

Y̴o̴u̷ ̸d̵o̷n̶'̵t̷ ̸d̷e̶s̵e̵r̶v̸e̵ ̷h̵e̶r̵

     I locked the door to my room and tossed the letter on my desk.

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