December 8th
Dear Diary,
It's going great. We have been dating for a couple of months now. He makes me feel... good?...great?...happy?...Alive. Nick makes me feel Alive. Thats more then I can say for most people. Most people look at me and they see a short fat, ugly and insecure girl. But not Nick, no. He looks at me and see's who I used to be that short, pretty, confident fun loving girl. That I'm scared is gone...
Is she gone, is she really gone? For good? I don't want her to be. I want to be that girl again. I do, I just don't know how. I know I can't do it on my own, I need...Help. I need help. I don't want to be this girl anymore.
So I've made up my mind I'll tell Nick and he'll help me and I'll get better. I'll get better.
Love
Brooke
