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JM 's POV

I feel so heavy , i can't even move .. and what' s that noise ?? .. like a snore?? . I opened my eyes.. so that's it ..this stupid girl , her feet was on my body , snoring so loud .. Im not just dreaming after all. Dahan dahan kong iniaangat ang paa nya at umupo ako pinagmasdan ko sya habang natutulog .How can she sleep comfortably with a stranger beside her? She's really stupid ... so innocent .. so fragile .. so pretty ... PRETTY ?? what the hell am i thinking ..? tsss .but i can't deny the fact she's pretty but so skinny .

Ang payat mo nga pero nakaya mo akong patumbahin kahapon at ang tapang tapang mo ..

Talking to myself , i remembered what happened yesterday .. when i heard someone 's coming .. i prepared myself i need to have money ... im so hungry  But when i grabbed the person i felt so foolish .. she's a girl .. but too late .. i should continue ..
ibigay mo ang lahat ng pera mo kung ayaw mong patayin kita ..
I told myself this would be easy .. but a few minutes .. i just saw myself lying on the ground feeling the pain she've done to my manhood . Then i saw her running away .

Tang'ina !! of all the parts ..ba.. bakit sa ... a..ano ko pa!!

I was like dying in pain .. i tried to stand but it really hurts .. then i saw her again running back at me ..

Oh! com'on hindi pa ba sapat to !?She came back!

"ok ka lang ba ?"

at nagtanong pa ???

do i look ok ? Stupid!

She's so stupid .. at ang ingay nya .. pinagsasabihan pa ako nitong babaeng to! badtrip .. then she handed me something .. a hundred peso!? what the!! is she giving me alms ???? i cant accept this .. too late she was running away again ..

I tried to stand to follow her. Is she really a girl ?? Ang lakas at ang tapang nya .. ang bilis pang tumakbo! hindi ko na nga siya makita .. buti nalang at alam ko ang dinadaan nya at alam kong kakaunti lng ang mga bahay sa area na yun .. i walked straight ahead till i stopped under a tree beside the gate of a house.. i saw her from the window .. kumakain sila .. oh! mas lalo akong nagutom .. nghintay ako ng ilang minuto .. nakita ko syang palabas ng gate .. nilapitan ko sya at hinawakan .. bigla nalamang syang nahimatay ..

hey!! wake up .. what's wrong with you!?? don't scare me ..!! hey!! are still alive ??? answer me !!

yeah !1 stupid me.. how can she answer ?? i saw these on televisions i need to do something.. but. .. but.. bahala na .. inhale... exhale.. i slowly put my lips on her lips .. she do have a soft lips ... then opened her eyes .. oh shit! did she saw what i did !?? she shouln't know .. coz.. it was my first kiss .. i felt so warm .. i think my face turned red .. what the fuck!! this is sooo gay!!

Biglang naputol ang pag alaala ko ng nakalipas nang may narinig akong ingay sa baba. Dapat ko na syang gisingin .. I tap her ,waking her up ..

Meimei.. mei .. wake up! tulog mantika ka pala, gumising kana .. kala ko ba maaga kapang gigising??hey! wake up .

I tried shaking her ,when i saw something at her back .. a scar?? i lift her dress slowly .. WHAT THE FUCK!!! it was a burn, from an iron .. i scan her body with my eyes.How can i did not notice this earlier??? ang dami nyang pasa .. sa kamay ,paa.. may sugat pa ang pisngi nya.I tried to lift again her clothes ..

"what are you doing kuya ?? "

who did that !??

"what are you talking about ?"

im talking about your scars ....

"ahmm well.. kasi.. kasi lampa ako eeh hehehe "

Im not idiot andrea .. just tell me