You Make My Heart Race (One Direction Fanfiction)

Truth or Dare and a whole other drama.

A/N: Sorry I haven't updated in a while but just started back at school and been a bit busy with school work and everything. This chapter isn't the best but more just like a filler for more things to come it will all make sense in the next chapter :) Share comment and vote . Thankyouuu xxx

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I wake up in the morning to an empty home no lads in sight so I decide to get up and have a shower.

My new room is pretty flash I have a big Californian king sized bed with lilac wallpaper which I think is kind of strange for a guys house but they can do whatever they like with their house I think smiling. The carpet is a crème colour with a white door leading out to the long hallway containing all of the 5 bedrooms of the house they have quite alot of bedrooms for a two person home but I guess they are rich and can have whatever they like.

I walk into my en suite and turn on the shower stripping off and checking the temperature of the water nice and hot just how I like it. The water burns into my skin erasing all the hurt and emotion from yesterday.

I'm in a new environment and I'm going to get through this loss on my own. Even though I still have some family left in New Zealand I don't feel comfortable going back there maybe when I'm older and I have my own family or I can afford to and am in the right mind I might go back but that environment just brings back so many memories of my parents splitting up and all the horrors that that had brought along with it.

I feel the water seep into me and clear my mind of all the worries and stress of the past day. I hop out from the shower grabbing a fluffy white towel left for me and wrap it around myself opening the door of the bathroom and into my bedroom I walk into my walk in wardrobe which at the moment is practically just storing my suitcase as I haven't unpacked yet. I pull out some tights and a large jersey as I'm not expecting to go anywhere. I walk downstairs and look in the fridge checking if there's any food as I'm starving. There's nothing so I check the freezer and find a tub of Ben and Jerry's I pull it out grabbing a spoon from the drawer , it's just what I need to drown my sorrows and help me to feel sorry for myself all I need is a girlfriend's shoulder to cry on.

Where are all my friends why don't I have any? To be honest there is nothing actually wrong with me well I don't think anyway I'm pretty average and quite shy but when I get to know people I turn into a completely different person. I become more outgoing and funny more live life in the moment type of person.

Most people I've befriended just seem to come into my life and leave as quickly as they came.

I used to have a few good friends back in New Zealand but I've lost contact with most of them except one but it's like 3pm here so that means it's 3am back home and the last time I called her was over 6 months ago.

I feel so bad mum just kept getting worse and I felt I needed to be there for her more than anything and because I was going out less often I lost touch with everybody I cared about. So I stayed at home most of the time feeling sorry for myself until school started again and I met Ashley.

A knock on the door and a sassy voice saying "Honey I'm home" brought me out of my past thoughts. I don't answer but I watch as all 5 boys come running in after their interview and Niall just stops in his tracks staring at me with wide eyes and pouts.

"What?" I ask staring straight back at him. "Louis said I could have that Ice-cream if I behaved" he pouts even more. "Aww come on Niall I'll share with you" I say smiling. "But I don't share my food" "Well...technically it's me sharing my food with you and if you don't want to share then you won't get any" I state cheekily "Fiiinnneee" Niall whines. Niall comes over with a spoon in his hand and digs it into the tub taking half of what was left plus some. "Here you can just have the rest. I'm full" I say. I see Niall's face light up and I feel happy that I put a smile on the little leprechauns face.