The Lie (Billdip fanfiction)

Help me

*Time skip to like a month after bill turning human*

Also just saying for my more depressed readers this has suicidal actions so I'm sorry if you get triggered

Dipper POV
Mabel came up to my room and knocked on the door. I told her to come in and she opened the door and said "Hey I'm going out with Grenda and Candy and staying with Candy tonight. Are you going to be ok alone?" She asked with some concern in her voice. *Flashback to a couple of months before coming back to gravity falls* As I walked through the house I made sure I was alone before I raced upstairs. I quickly shut my door and grabbed my razor off of my nightstand. I looked down at my arm that wasn't even fully healed yet and sliced it up even more. I had been numb for about 6 months now and I had to feel some emotion so what better emotion than pain I thought. As I slide the razor across my arm I felt pain. I felt something started to trickle down my arm it was blood. I went over to a secret hole in my wall that I created a long time ago and pulled the bandages out of there and wrapped my arm up. Eventually the blood stopped and I went to clean my arm up. But what I didnt know was that Mable had just gotten home. (btw dipper and mable are like 19 or 20 in this) Mable saw my arm without me knowing. "Dipper what happened to your arm!?! Its all bloody just like from when we were kids. When mom and dad had to send you away." She said/screamed. She then walked up to me and ripped the bandage off which caused a thropping pain in my arm. She looked down at my arm in horror and then at me in disgust. "How could you dipper after everything we have been through really! After Uncle Ford went insane and killed himself! (yes ford is dead in this) After everything that has happened this is what you do! You go and try to kill yourself by doing that! Maybe you should maybe you should go kill yourself! Then I wouldnt have to always worry about you!" She screamed at me. All of a sudden it hit me again all of the pain and grief that I have been holding in. "Maybe I should go kill myself I have been attempting to do it but maybe this time I will! Then everyone will be fucking happy! No one would have to worry anymore! No one will have to care anymore! Everyone will be much better without me! I screamed back. "Your right dipper  mom,dad,wendy,me,zues,grunkle stan they will be a lot happier when you are gone." She said sternly. She walked away after that I ran back into my room. I started crying and I slammed the door. I ran over to were my blade was and sliced it down both arms making sure it was deep enough to kill me. "Goodbye cuerl world." I said and after that I passed out.

Mable POV:
I felt bad for what I said to dipper so after he slamed his door i walked over to it. I knocked no answer I knocked again no answer once more I got worried so I opened his door and found him laying on the floor with a razor blade beside him. I ran over to him and checked his pulse it was there but faint. I quickly ran over and grabbed his phone and called 911. " 911 operator how may I help you?" The operator said. "Yes hello I need an ambulance its an emergency." His pulse was getting fainter by the minute I started choking up. I explained to her what was going on. "We are on our way miss just stay calm and keep checking his pulse." She said calmly. I hung up hoping the ambulance would hurry up. "I cant lose you. Dipper please wake up! I didnt mean what I said! DIPPER!!" I kept screaming his name about 2 minutes the ambulance showed up his pulse was very faint now. They put him on the stretcher I told them I wanted to ride with them and they said ok. As soon as we got there they rushed him into surgery hoping to save him. One of the nurses said "if you have any family you would like to contact now would be the time." I shook my head ok and called everyone. They all arrived after about 1 hour. They all looked so worried. They all kept asking me questions and I explained everything. Luckly Wendy just got there so I explained everything to her and she hugged me as I cried. "Its all my fault Wendy its all my fault." I cried out. "Its not your fault none of us knew that he was suicidal." She said reassuringly.  "But I should have I'm his fucking twin I should have saw the signs!" I cried out. They all stood there stunned. Then the doctor came out and said "We were able to save him just in time but he is still in critical condition he keeps asking for someone named Mabel." "That's me!". I said happy.

Dipper POV:
I woke up in a room that was well lite it hurt my eyes. The only thing I thought of was "Ma..Mab...Mable" I stammered out. The lady that was beside my bed asked if I wanted her. I shook my head. A couple later Mable came in the room. She ran over and hugged me I winced in pain. "Sorry and I'm also sorry for that argument earlier I didnt mean anything I said I promise." She said trying to reassure me. "Its fine I overthink to much but please Mable I'm begging you don't send me back." I said with fright in my voice just rembering the place. "I wont I promise I stayed up with you while you were having nightmares about that place. They raped you dipper why didnt you tell anyone?" She asked. "I didnt think it was important." I said *end of flashback* I snapped out of my trance and told Mable I'll be fine. "See you later love ya bro bro." She said. "See ya." I replied. About an hour after Mable left Grunkle Stan left he said he was gonna be gone for like a week and I needed to tell Mable when she got home. I just said ok and he left. I had the whole shack to myself wendy was out with her girlfriend (yes wendy is gay in this don't hate) and zues was off work today. I took the opportunity to take a nice long shower. I walked into the bathroom and turned on the water. As soon as the water got hot I fixed the water and got in. It had been so long since I was able to just take a shower. Halfway through my shower someone knocked on the door. I heard it and they wouldnt stop. So I turned off the water wrapped myself in a towel and walked downstairs. I opened up the door to see bill standing there. It was cold today and he had only shorts on. "He....Hey....P...Pine...Tree..Can I...Come...In." He said through chattering teeth. "Yea sure why not." I said and let him in. I lead him up to my room which was the warmest room in the house.

Bill POV:
As I was let into the Mystery Shack I realized that dipper was only in a towel. Not to mention I also realized that he had abs and tattoo. I had never seen the tattoo before which is weird because it didnt look new. As we walked upstairs he took me into what looked like his room. "Whose room is this?" I asked. "Its my room."He said. He was still in a towel and it was kinda hot to be honest. I have liked dipper for a couple years now. The thing is I dont know if he is gay or not tho. He then realized that to. He then went to his closet and threw 2 sets of clothes on the bed. One set was jeans and a black tanktop and a pair of black boxers. The other set was a pair of black shorts and boxers and a black tanktop.

Dipper POV
I threw some clothes on the bed something for me and then something for bill. I walked back over to the bed and handed bill the black tanktop, black shorts, and a pair of random boxers. "If you want you can take a shower no one is gonna home for like a couple of days so you should be ok." I told him. He shook his head and I took him to the bathroom and showed him where the towels where and how to work the shower and everything. He seemed like he had gotten it and he did so I left him be. I walked back to my room and changed into my jeans and boxers I honestly didnt care if I didnt have a shirt. After about like 10 or 20 minutes I heard the water shut off and bill walked in with only the boxer and shorts on. He had the tanktop in his hand "To lazy to put a shirt on sorry hope you don't mind." I honestly didnt mind one bit he had abs and his arms were musuclar not to muscular but just right. I followed the line down his stomach and looked at him in the shorts. The way he was built was like a god. He was amazing. My thoughts were interrupted by bill saying " You see something you like." "N....No." I said.

Bill POV:
After I caught Dipper staring I thought I would mess with him. I mean it wasn't like I wasn't staring at him. The way his body looked was amazing. The way he could fill out his jeans. The way he looked while he laided. I said"You see something you like." He did the thing where he stutters when he is nervous or is lying. I crawl across the bed and stand in front of him.

Dipper POV:
Bill and my faces where only inches apart. He then whispered something in my ear "Only cowards don't take what they want." He was right honestly so guess what I did I wasn't a coward. I smashed our lips together.

Oo is bill gonna kiss him back, pull away, what is he gonna do??? Im putting some pictures on here so you can see what bill and dipper look like and also dippers tattoos. Also I wont have wifi for 4 days because I'm going away but I will update Sunday 😁