Chapter 7 (I guess but it's mostly just Remus' thoughts)

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{ ~ Remus' POV ~ }

After mom left, I felt bad for wasting their time just because of me. It's always me that takes away their time. I just want mom to know that...I love them. It's just that...I have a hard time showing it. And I'm too stubborn for help because I want to show mom that they've been doing their best.

But all I have ever done is just ruin the moment by making them get over here to our school all because I'm a troublemaker. I mean yeah sure I'm a troublemaker, but that doesn't mean I'm no different from the others. Because mostly everyone rejects me. Even my own family, except for one. And that's Patton. Actually, scratch that. He's probably by my side out of pity.

And all I wanted to say to mom was that "I love you" in a conversation. But they're too busy and now all I've ever been is a burden.

Now all I'll ever do is just annoy or disturb people to notice me and see me and think "oh he's probably having a hard time", not "Jesus, this guy needs a mental hospital".

I then get out if the office and go to my class, where hell begins once again.

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