2 WEEKS LATER-
I haven't spoken to any of them I haven't aten, I've been in my room crying everyday, I would look high everytime I look at my self , Bryce would try to talk and come in so did some of the others but it was always locked. I'm surprised Joey hasn't came in and that's good cause I hate him. I fell so in love with him but now...fuck no
JOEYS pov
I wanted to change. Get tattoos you know. I have heard Brooklyn cry every night and it hurts me alot. She's so beautiful and ugh I wanna talk to her but she's for sure really mad at me
Later that day~
I went to the tattoo shop with Jacob, I got alot of tattoos on my arm Jacob got one on his shoulder and every tattoo i got has a meaning to it...
I've been deciding if I should get one under my eye but... I need to think what it should be and what it would mean to me and what type it is because if I don't pick the right one, Imma have to live with it for the rest of my life
Lust?love scars? Zzz?
Lust? I mean if I get that it will actually mean something...like I would get high and fuck bitches all the time
Love scars? Cause love actually scars, your in pain when your hurt, it's like a cut that you try to heal but you can't cause it made you weak
Zzz? All of my problems I've had, I would drink,smoke,fuck,cry,kill,suicide thoughts
Honestly I don't know
"You thought about it yet?" Jacob says coming in
" I honestly don't know what I should get" I said
"IF you have alot why not get one in each body part that you like" he said
He's right
2 hours later~
I got my tattoos, I got 17, 14 on my arm and the three that most matter.
I got zzz on the side of my middle finger, lust on my torso v line, and love scars on the right of my under eye
I'm so fucking done being nice to everyone, they just don't understand what your going threw, I hate the fact when your so lovable to people but there not to you it's just like fuck it. I am going to turn cold hearted fucking kill a bitch with no hesitation. I hate my life but I love the effect I have, evil hella evil
Jacobs pov
We were driving home and I look and see Joey, he is clenching his jaw and his eyes look so fucking dark and evil. He is my best friend and fuck he turned me into a bitch
We would ditch
Walk out
Jump the fence
Pull the fire alarm
Get in fights
Press people
Laugh at everything
Get kicked out
Get in trouble
Tag on shit
Till we dropped out
No one ever fucked around with us
Till we found a group of bad people
Geo
Aaron
Charles
Payton
Chase
Anthony
Tayler
Hunter
Jonny
And more
Then we found the fucken girls at the club, Jesus when I tell you when Joey fucking walked in that club with all of us, his eyes completely landed on Lexi, he fell so in love with her gosh it was crazy, his love for her was crazy
We met
Ariel
Ari
Loren
Madison
Malu
Luna
Hailey
Hailey Morales
Then that's when we found more people today, we're linking up today, can't wait for that shit, it's a meeting
JOEYS pov
I am getting ready for the meeting, we actually have to wear a tux, I'm wearing all black :)
I'm done getting ready, I called lidia yes she has to be there and so does Greg, I have to take Brooklyn, I hired monica to do and give brook a dress do her hair and makeup we have 5 hours left, while does 5 hours I have to do delivery and murder ;)
I made my way to Brooklyn's room, I knocked on the door I heard her crying, as I was waiting I finally heard foot steps coming towards the door the knob slowly twisted as the door opened I saw her eyes, so red like if she was high so swollen and her room light was off only the sun coming in her room was clean her bed was not made, she looked so sad I would hug her but I have to be cold hearted in order for her to listen
" yes?" She said with weak in her voice
"Uh I need to take you to a meeting and I hired someone to do your make up and get you ready, you have 5 hours to get your shit done" I said coldly
"Well I don't want to go, take lexi" she said with her eyes getting watery
"I didn't ask you if you want to or not, I said that you have to come to a meeting with me" I said hissing
"Well then still I don't want to go Joseph, you guys already put me threw pain" she said crying
"I don't give a fuck ok, just get ready NOW!" I spat
" FINE THEN JOSEPH IF YOU DON'T GIVE A FUCK THEN WHY ARE YOU HERE STILL STANDING TELLING ME TO GO WITH YOU TO SOME STUPID MEETING!!!" she whispered yelled
" I'll make you with no hesitation bitch!" I gritted my teeth
" FUCK YOU JOSEPH ALL YOU EVER DID WAS MAKE MY LIFE FUCKING WORST, GO FUCK ANY WHORE YOU'LL LIKE I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU NOR YOUR FEELINGS, I JUST DON'T GIVE A SINGAL FUCK, I DON'T CARE IF YOU BREATHE OR NOT! OKAY?!LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!" She yelled as tears ran threw her face, she shut the door in my face, I just walked to my room slamming it
Ouch
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1 HOUR LATER
BROOKLYN'S POV
I heard a knock in my room
"COME IN" i yelled
The door opened reaviling a lady around like 30s or 40, she was holding a makeup bag and a white bag guessing a dress, and holding a wand (curler)
"Ughhhhh did he make you?" I questioned
"Yes my love, just so you don't get weirded out, I am monica joeys helper , I help clean around the house, he told me to get you ready you have 4 more hours left, I'm so sorry but I have to Joey is a very scary man I feel so bad for you but trust me honey he has a soft side you just got to be nice to him" she whispered and smiled at the end
" Oh ok" I said looking down
Monica has been doing my makeup for an hour already, she is now going to do my hair which will take 2, when I was looking around in this room there was a brand new iPhone xr and a Mac book pro in the top of this white silvery colored desk, guessing my makeup stand, so while monica was doing my hair I was on my computer trying to learn Morse code, since these people are in gangs they use Morse code so why not learn, I was learning while talking to monica, she is actually very sweet she said she's 40 and was born in Italy, she said her husband past away and that she has no children, she grew up in the hood and had no one, no friends
2 hours past
I do not have any idea why do I have to dress so fucking nice just for this meeting
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If you guys are confused leah is Brooklyn, leah is her middle name :)
