I am hurting inside. I don't know what to do. My daddy to busy to see it. Yeah. To busy smoking weed. Said he'd quit. Never did. Big brother turning out just like dad. I wanna be a kid again. Not know anything kid. To dumb to understand kid. To busy doing their own thing to notice daddy doing drugs kid. I am hurt by what I see around me. Why can't i be like normal kids with a normal childhood kid, both parents alive kid. Perfect family kid. I try to dream in color but my world is being crushed and it is slowly fading to black and white. Even my dreams are invaded with the scary truth now. Why can't I have what other kids have? Be a regular teenager? Have a nice little family like everyone else. That'll never happen because i was granted this life, now I have to live it. What hurts the most is my dad keeping me in the dark, i don't trust him. Not no more. Wanna know the ugly truth dad? Everyone grows up and learns their parent's ugly secrets. Better be prepared because sooner or later the cat is going to be out of the bag. And we'll all be leaving.
-R.S
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Thoughts. Sad Thoughts. Childhood Hurt.
PoetryLittle things I have wrote. You don't have to read them but I need an outlet. That outlet is Wattpad. If you do decide to greet me with your presence. Thank you. Please don't be mean. Most of these writings I will do, will probably be a little sad...
