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I have been promised many things, yet you broke all of them. I thought i could trust you, confide in you. But you turned out to be like the rest of them. Oh how I am looking forwards to the day, just one day where I am not let down. Self raised. Daddy to busy working, smoking weed, hanging out with friends to notice his daughter is hurting. Momma decided to get high on pills and OD'ed. Brother decided to go down the same path as daddy. I look everywhere, turning, my world spinning, hoping, just hoping to find someone I can turn to. Lord why have you cursed me with this life. I try hard in school. Try my hardest yet it don't seem like enough. What do I do? What do I do! Someone help me. Please. I am trying to tread water but it seems like the harder I try the faster I sink. So what's the point of trying, when we are all going to sink in the end. All I wanted was some love from my momma, daddy, and big brother. So tell me. Tell me why is that so hard?


  R.S

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