I still love that boy

Letter

Dear Colby Brock,
Hey its me. Lillian. I know me tell you who it is, is cheesy. But right now, I Umm really don't care. I don't really know what to write. But I love you and my heart is in a million pieces. I know it's really weird to imagine me hurting again after I've been so happy for months. But I just really don't understand why you did that. Was I not filling you needs.? I don't know but I kinda don't want to know yet. It's been about an hour since I left Jakes party. I drove for a while and I ended up here at Devyns. Please don't send a search party after me. But when u read this you probably already have. I'll be by soon to get some of my stuff. I don't know where I'm gonna crash yet.
I'm rambling I know, I need to stop that. But Colby why. I love you so much and I thought you loved me to. Like... ugh! I'm sorry if I ever hurt you or did anything. But bye Colby. I really don't want to say bye yet. I don't want this to be our end. But I just don't understand why you did that Colby. But what's done is done. I love you.
Love,
Lillian Webber

I put the pen down and I folded the letter into a square. I whipped my tears and shoved it into my jacket pocket. Devyn was walking back down the step.
    "Lily you can stay here for as long as you need okay?" Devyn asked giving me a hug.
     I smiled, "okay thank you. Sorry for just barging in," she gave me a hug.
     "You are welcome here anytime. Don't worry. Your not intruding." Devyn pulled away from me, "well I have a meeting early tomorrow morning so I'm gonna get to bed. Make your self at home." Devyn waked away. I sighed and stood up. I walked over to the couch and i took my shoes off. i took my jacket off and put it on the coffee table. My phone was going crazy. I sighed and turn it off completely. I laid down and went to sleep.
I woke up to sun light coming threw the windows. I sighed at sat up. There was a note on top of my phone it was from Devyn. it said she would be back later today. I smiled. I grabbed my phone and turned it on.
I had a lot of miss calls from everyone. But mostly from Colby. I rolled my eyes and grabbed my keys. I put my jacket on and walked out to my car. I locked Devyns door with the key i have then got into my car.  Turned it on and looked at the time, It was 11:37. I sighed.

I arrived at the house. Everyone cars were in the drive way. I pulled into my spot then turned my car off. I opened my door and stepped out. I closed it behind me and walked to the front doors. I took a deep breath then opened them. I walked inside and closed them behind me. Everyone was immediately at my side.
Kat was the first to speak, "Lily? What happened last night?" She asked.
I sighed, "Ask Colby. He knows what happened. I'm going to get a few things." I pushed threw them all and walked upstairs to the room. I heard sniffling. I opened the door and his head shot up to me.
He was at my side immediately. "Lillian? Are you okay?" Colby asked.
I sighed, "I'm just here to get clothes and a few other things." I walked past Colby grabbing my book bag. I put a few outfits in it them put my laptop and chargers in it.
"Lily please an we just talk?" Colby asked angry now.
I turned to him, "No i dont want to talk," I calmly spoke.
"Please? I dont know what i did?" He asked standing infront of me.
Thats when i lost it, "No I don't want to talk Colby, Okay? You broke me last night. Dont play that shit of i dont know what i did. You do to know what you did. And if you really dont know then ask someone else. Just not me." I grabbed my bag then walked down stairs. I was starting to cry but not a lot.
Brennen was standing at the front door. Everyone else was in the living room, "Here give this to your friend. Dont read it just give it to him. If you want me ill be at Devyns." I said giving Brennen the note then walking out of the door.
I walked to my car and got in. I turned it on, I was about to pull out of my spot when Colby appeared at the houses front door. He was in tears holding the note. I quickly put my car in reverse and pulled out of the driveway. I put it in drive and drove to Devyns again in tears.

I arrived at Devyns. Her car was now in the drive way, I pulled in next to her and turned my car off, "Fuck!" I yelled hitting my steering wheel with my hands. I turned my car back on and put it in reverse. I decided to dive to the ocean.
Once I arrived i parked at got out of the car. I walked over under some palm trees. I just wanted to sit there for a little while.

Hey guys. This is the second book to The boy series. Please tell me if you like it.