I still love that boy

Never enough words

Dear Lillian Renee Webber,
I love you with all my heart. And im so sorry what i did to you. I havent seen her in years and i did it out of hatered and how much i missed her. I should have thought about you before i did it. But i didnt and im greatly sorry i didnt. I just...Ugh. Im a fucking screw up. I love you so much and am so sad i lost you. I love you so fucking much.
Love,
Cole Robert Brock.

I looked at the date. It was a few days after I had left him. And right under it was my letter i wrote him. I didnt even read it. I just moved it so it was out of my vison. I looked at what else he had on his desk. He had a picture of us that was one sam took of us,

I smiled to myself and heard the shower turn off. I walked back over to the bed and acted like i was on my phone.
    The bathroom door opened to revel Colby with just a towel over his waste. "Hey babe. Wanna go out on a date tonight?"
    I looked up from my phone, "Umm sure. I just have to get the things i have a Devyns and bring them over here."
    "Clothes?" He asked going into his closet.
    "Yup and Makeup." I stood up and walked over to him. "I'm gonna go borrow a pair of pants from Kat."
    "Alright put my sweat pants on for now," Colby said handing my a pair of his gray sweat pants.
    I slipped them on and walked out into the hallway. I didnt have my glasses because they were at Devyns and i use my contacts last night so i was a little blind. I knocked on Kats door.
    "Come in!" She yelled.
    I walked in and closed the door behind me. I walked to her bed. She was sitting on top of if, "Hey can i umm borrow a pair of jeans for a little while till i get my clothes form Devyns?"
    She smiled, "Sure follow me," We walked into her closet, "So how was the Colby thing last night?"
    I bit my lip, "Amazing. How was the sam thing? Dont act like i didnt hear you. I did."
    The color drained from her face, "shut up. Here are these."
     "Alright thanks love, bye,"I walked out of the room and walked back to Colbys and i's. I walked in and Colby was sitting on the bed wearing this,

I walked in and went to the bathroom i got changed into his

I left these shoes here when i left so i just put them on. I walked out of the bathroom and Colby wasn't there.
I grabbed my phone and walked down stairs, All the guys were in the kitchen included Kat with Sam. There were all just talking.
I walked down the steps and everyone looked at me, I smiled, "Hi,"
"Lily!" Brennen yelled pushing threw everyone. He ran up to me and wrapped his arms around my waste to give me a hug. He picked me up and spun me around.
"Why is she here?" Mike asked Colby.
Colby laughed, "All of you guys were drunk last night when this happened. But," Colby held his arms out for me. I walked over and stood infront of him. He wrapped them around my waste and put his head on my shoulder, "Were back togather."
Everyone smile, "Fuck ya brother!" Elton yelled.

Colby and I got back into his car leaving from Devyns. We had my two suit cases of stuff in the back seat. We were sitting in the front holding hands as Colby dove.
"You know what?" Colby smiled as we pulled into the trap house.
I looked at him, "what?" I asked.
He chuckled, "I'm really happy were back togather. And i like your hair so much," He parked the car and turned to me, "That day when i saw you after you got it done. I was regretting so much for what i did.But,"
I cut colby off, "Colby,"
He cut me off, "No no let me finish," I nodded for him to keep going, "I blocked Shea out of my live because she is still in love with me. And being honest if you were going to come to the party last night i dont know what i would have done because I'm still deeply in love with you and i dont know what i would do if i ever lost you. Or if i lose you again."
I cut Colby off by kissing him. I pulled away, "Thats a hell of a lot to say i love you,"
he chuckled, "Well what can i say. I do and there are never enough words to say other wise." He kissed me again.
I looked into his eyes, "I love you."

I woke up the next morning on the couch. I was in a pair of shorts and a hoodie. I was leaned up against Colby. He was still asleep. Brennen was on the love sack taking a video of us.
I brushed it off and closed my eyes again. Then I recalled what he was doing. My eyes shot open and I looked at him, "Brennen. What the fuck?"
he chuckled and put his phone down, "Hey Sleeping beauty."
I gave him a weird look, "What?"
He smiled, Last night you and colby got home at like 11 and came down here to watch a movie. You both fell asleep. Its 5pm now. ive had to take Colbys spot 5 times because he's had to go pee. He just fell back asleep,"
I laughed, "Well thank you."
I felt Colby move, "Bren is she up yet?"
"Hey,"I said. It scared him a little.
He smiled, "Morning babe." He kissed me
"Colby! Brennen! Jay! Lily! Living Room Now!" Elton yelled comming down the steps.