I gotta find my ways to upload these, also this one might be a bit sad, but remember that you are all amazing and you are loved.💖 __________
Chan was quite a busy person and he always has something on his mind. Whether it's something to support skz, family, friends, or his girlfriend. He tries to fit everything in and is trying his best. This particular night, he broke down.
Chan left the studio because he needed a break. His members told him not to push himself to hard, but he always ends up doing so. He always put a lot of pressure on himself because he wanted his members to see him as hard working, and have the younger ones look up to him.
He walked out of the studio with a lot on his mind, and there was always that one person that could cheer him up the most, even with a smile from you could make him feel all warm inside. He took out his phone and calls you.
RINGGGG RINGGGG
The phone rang for a few seconds and another voice was heard on the other line. "Hey, what's up?" Chan immediately started to calm down.
"Hey Y/N can I come over? I know it's late and all but..i just need to be with you right now." Y/N thought about it and already knew what was going on, especially if Chan calls this late at night.
"Yeah, but remember the spare key in the mail box, I'm in bed and I don't feel like getting up right now." Chan laughed, he loved how you would make situations light. It would make him feel like he's going to be okay.
He made his way to your house, walking down the sideswalk, watching people pass by him. He started to think. Not just about one thing. About a lot of things actually, like if his members are okay, if his family is doing good and if they're happy, and he's wondering how he got such an amazing girlfriend. He also thought about if he was truly good enough. Good and strong enough to be a leader, if he truly was a good son and a lovable boyfriend. He thought deeply about those three. As he was walking, it had started to drizzle, he hung his head low and started walking faster, just wishing he was at his destination.
As he got to the house he opened the mailbox and got out the spare key, he opened the door and walked inside and took off his shoes. He went into the kitchen and got himself some water. He idled in the kitchen for a few minutes and then decided to go wake you. As he walked and he saw you lying there asleep, he thought you were the most beautiful person in the entire world. He was so afraid of losing you.
He sat down on the edge of your bed and started playing with your hair trying to slowly wake you up. You started to stir in your sleep and you finally woke up. You noticed Chan sitting there and smiled.
" Long time no see stranger, should I make coffee?" Chan usually loves your jokes, but right then he didn't laugh, he started tear up. You got up from your bed and sat down next to Chan. He usually never cried, even when he was super upset or angry.
"Hey, Chris tell me what's wrong? What happened?" You were genuinely worried because Chan wasn't that big of a cryer so it scared you.
"I can't take it. I'm a horrible leader. I'm a horrible son and I'm a horrible boyfriend. I don't know how you put up with me. All I do is cry to you about my problems. My mates probably think I'm a horrible leader because I broke down. I can't do it Y/N." Chan sobbed into your shoulder. He felt useless. You were heartbroken. You never would have thought your boyfriend felt like he was a burden. He did tell you about some troubles he has, but he has never told you this.
"Christopher, look at me. The boys always text me and tell me how hard working you are, they say you are better than JYP at leading. Those boys love you, and they know that you are trying your best. Your parents? Chris they are so proud of you. Your mom is always calling me and asking how you are, if your healthy, and if you're getting enough sleep, Chris your parents think you are phenomenal. I do as well. You are the best boyfriend I have ever had, I love you so much you don't even understand. I couldn't have asked for a better person to be in any sort of relationship with. You are the sweetest guy I have ever met. I am so proud of you Chris, you have made it so far. You and the boys are a team for a reason. Stray Kids wouldn't be Stray Kids without you. But I will help you to my best ability to help you get through this, whatever it takes my love."
By the time you were done talking, both of you had been crying. They aren't sad tears, they are tears of love and appreciation. Chan new he had picked the right one.
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I hoped yall liked it, Im currently hiding my phone from my mom cuz she won't let me on it. Vote and comment💖💖💖
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