I want to be happy. My happy is living in the country and being carefree. When I'm in the country I feel so free, like I can do whatever I want. I live in a bad neighborhood where there are druggies knocking on my door at one o clock in the morning. I don't feel safe in my home, and that's horrible. I should be able to feel safe wherever I am, but unfortunately that's not how it works. My dad is working so hard to get money for a car and to rent a house. You see, while people are out there complaining about how they didn't get that 100 dollar pair of jeans, I'm wishing that I had a car. I'm also thanking god that he can put a roof over my head and clothes on my body. I may not have an 80 dollar pair of jeans, but I'm thankful that I actually have some. I want that country life. 😘
