BOLD LOVE

Chapter 10

Sadness was something Zhan Yao could never understand. He was always feeling sad from something which has already happened.

After all, there's no point crying over spilled milk. Unfortunately, when remembering his sad past, it felt like being stabbed in the heart a thousand times without dying.

"Rape him?" Asked Zhan Yao while looked at Yunlan who was easily saying it, that so deep hurtful word which he finds it big to even think about.

"Do you even know what that word means?, I know because I experienced it, long ago when I was still fresh and young" Yunlan felt those angry tears which flows like a running river.

"The deafening strong screams which still haunt me today as I ask from him to spare me, to let me go. I was taken roughly breaking my privacy and ravishing my body. Do you know how much painful was that?" Zhan Yao kept talking as Yunlan was listening with deep heart put into his words.

"When it was all over, my eyes scanned for his expression, I could never forget how he looked at me but to my disappointment I am now here living with him because of you" putting all the blame on Yunlan, Zhan Yao could never forgive him.

"You see, it's only painful memories that create emotions and it's emotions that create those memories" said Yunlan taking few steps towards him.

"Just do like I did long ago, strip yourself from all emotions and live carefree, you will be so strong, and no one will ever dare conquer you" Yunlan tapped his shoulder and picked up his broken phone from the ground.

Bai Yu Tong was watching the whole incident from the balcony, hiding behind the big tree plant. He saw the two fighting but couldn't know for what exactly.

Zhan Yao looked with deep eyes as he come to wipe his falling tears. He rode beside Zhao Yunlan in the front seat. He didn't stop looking at the man as he was driving.

"Do you admire me now?" Yunlan broke the heavy mood with a silly question to ease the tension.

"You have a broken past too, right? That's why you became this heartless, a stony man who tries to hide his sikness Yunlan. You are sick and you need help" those words were like a trigger to Yunlan's heart.

He pressed the brakes firmly directing his fox scary eyes to Zhan Yao, he grabbed his face with his hand roughly.

"Who is sick?" He voiced his threatening voice out loud trying to scare Zhan Yao.

"You, I see agony in your eyes" Zhan Yao pulled Yunlan's hand away, as he suddenly became weak after he said that to him.

"Let's not talk much me and you" Yunlan started driving again, feeling angst-ridden over him.

Zhan Yao and Yunlan finally came back, the two seemed like we're hit by a lightening. Both angry and silent.

Yu Tong was following Zhan Yao to his room, he wanted to ask about what happened, but seeing the man's expression he just remained silent.

The next morning, they woke up, Yu Tong smelled something nice coming from the kitchen. It was breakfast not Zhan Yao's smell.

He was happy waking up with someone by his side warming the house up in this cold season, he rushed to the kitchen before even washing up.

"Sugar good morning" Yu Tong looked at Zhan Yao's wet hair and the drops of water falling along his thin neck, he felt suddenly thirsty.

He unexpectedly was blushing hard, he felt like his fever risen, so sexy the man looked in his lovely pajamas in this sweet morning.

Yu Tong got closer while he was drown into this man's charm, he couldn't hold his desire to touch him.

"You smell so good" he inserted his nose in Zhan Yao's wet neck and held him by his waist. A lovely moment they shared as their bodies touched softly.