A HIJABI'S EMERALD

CHAP-20 TIME TO CHERISH

Assalamu alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuhu...

(AND ALLAH WILL NOT PUNISH THEM WHILE THEY SEEK HIS FORGIVENESS ) HOLY QURAN 8:33.....

I request my precious readers to pray their salah if they haven't prayed yet before reading this chappy...

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Asfa's pov :

I love the way, he consoles me! but I know, I'm at stake too and when we entered the reception, it was decorated as Harry Potter's movie style and this man, seriously knows! how to charm me...

I love the setup so much, he is surely making my wishes come true! though I never wished to have a wedding like this, but I loved the whole idea and I'm lost of words to thank him and when I looked at the ring, I again gasped! it was one of my favorite colors and now I'm being conscious because, he knows much about me but I don't know his likes and dislikes I should work on that too..

Whenever, I remember our first kiss I feel giddy and my cheeks burned with heat but, I should open up to him more! but it's not easy for me, because I'm always a reserved person..

Then, I noticed many women shamelessly checking out my handsome husband and even some where trying to flirt with him, but he didn't gave a heave to them..

Why I smell jealousy here?? My conscience mocked!!

No I'm not jealous I replied.....

Yes! you are.. my conscience replied!!!

While, I was busy arguing with my conscience! aala shook me whether I'm listening to their conversation or not, then I nodded and continued talking to them...

Then, we headed to our home and we bid goodbye to everyone and we retired to our room and I took my pjs and marched towards the washroom, and I began to undid my back buttons but, it was stubborn to be removed and after trying for half an hour, I sighed in defeat and I was hesitant whether to call him or not, otherwise I'll be stuck in this dress! so I called him hesitantly..

He came and stood behind me and my breath got hitched, his closeness affect me so much and I can't deny the effect he has on me and I clutched the sink tight and my knuckles turned white and when his warm fingers brushed my cold back, I shuddered and then he undid completely and he left and I left my breathe which I don't know! I was holding it till now..

Then, I climbed the bed but he suddenly went to the washroom and took a shower and came back, I looked at him quizzically then he laid on his side but, he didn't pull me close to him and I felt bad...

Maybe! I hurted him, so only he didn't took me in his embrace! but, I liked being in his arms because I feel safe and I slept very well which I haven't slept for how many years?? I don't know..

I know I'm playing very hard to get but, I'm a messed up person, I fear when he'll give up on me and then after sometime he snaked his arms around my waist and pulled me closer I smiled inwardly..

"stop thinking too much! just sleep" he said sleepily..

I didn't say anything and I snuggled in his chest more and hugged him tight.. No matter how much I deny! this man is entering my heart very fast ..

I felt someone kissed my nose and tingling sensation again rose in me, and I opened my eyes to see my husband playing with my locks..

"wake up sleepy head, it's just 10 min before fajr! pray your tahajjud " he said smilingly..