CHAP-32 BEYOND HURT

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Assalamu alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuhu....

(AND BE PATIENT OVER WHAT BEFALLS YOU) HOLY QURAN 31:17...

I request my precious readers to pray their salah if they haven't prayed yet before reading this chappy.....

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Humza's pov :

I just wish! that it should be a bad dream, and when I open my eyes everything should be normal! like it used to be! me, holding my love, in my arms...

"Love! " I laughed, bitterly...

I'm not made for it, it doesn't include in my dictionary right now! pity! yes! it's pity! that should be it..

Because, it's what she felt for me! her words "I never loved you! I just felt pity for you!! " kept on ringing on my ear, like a broken tap record...

The moment those words left her lips, my world, came down crashing, I felt numb! my mind registered her words! it's like, someone stabbed me right in my heart! again and again! till it can take no more and the pain which I felt! or now I'm feeling, is unbearable...

I dropped on my knees, I couldn't stop the tears running across my face, however! my heart refuses to believe her words! because, I felt it! everytime she looks at me, everytime she is near me, everytime when she holds me tight like she is afraid to lose me, everytime she responds to my kisses...

But, my brain doesn't agree, with my heart!...

"it was a lie! a big fat lie!! Her every words, her every actions, was a lie!! " I yell, with so much agony...

I looked at the decorations, which I made for our special evening!! a bitter laugh escaped my mouth, I thrashed the table down, I ripped off the table cloth, I shattered the glasses,

I looked at the decorations, which I made for our special evening!! a bitter laugh escaped my mouth, I thrashed the table down, I ripped off the table cloth, I shattered the glasses,

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just like my shattered heart, I destroyed the whole place...

I drop onto my knees..

"you hurted me! you Hurted me asfa! you broke me! you ditched me! when I thought! I found my happiness in you! you just ruined it!! " I said through gritted teeth..

"YOU RUINED OUR HAPPINESS MRS ASFA HANNAN IBRAHIM!YOU RUINED IT!! " I shouted, at the top of my voice....

"I wish I could hate you! I really want to hate you, but I can't! this stubborn heart of mine, refuses to believe whatever rubbish you said! but you were right! I didn't deserve to be loved! " I cried my shoulders shaking from crying...

"why you did it! asfa, I know you were hurt! it was not easy for you! but you again pushed me away " I said...

"oh! why she'll not push you? is not like, that she loves you right!! no one loves Humza! no one! " I said, sounding broken...

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