Blooming Hearts

2010 since I last saw you. The memory is still vivid in my mind.

The rain was pouring. It's your first time not bringing your umbrella and you let yourself drench from the rain. I can't see you clearly from my window because of the the water droplets that were racing on my window pane but I know that time that you were holding your backpack outside my house; waiting for me to come out.

But I didn't.

I didn't because I was too hurt of your selfishness. I didn't because of the sudden things that you decided by yourself quickly without you telling me about it. I did not because...

"What's the point? You'll just gonna leave me" is what I thought back then.

And I don't know if what I did is the right thing or not.

I don't even know who you are.

My memories had gotten distorted.

It's been 10 years already and my heart hasn't bloomed back since the day it withered.

How are you?    

Who are you?