the ocean • kim chaewon √

9 ; all i want

" Look at her... what a b.. "

" how did she even get a boyfriend? Did she blackmailed him? "

" She must be a goody two shoes if she managed to get a bf "

" what a slut. Just look at her. what a terrible face "

Chaewon doesn't know why but the talk about her were increasing but she always tried her best to ignore it. It doesn't matter to her. It means nothing to her.

What's weirder that is she hasn't seen Jaehyun for two days now. She want to go to his house and check on him but she doesn't know where is his house. And she is afraid of asking other people.

She's not sure whether he came to school or not.

where is he?

he didn't tell me about not coming to school

did something happened?

did he got tired of me?

is he avoiding me?

is he-

" Chae! "

" there you are "

" sorry, my grandpa got sick yesterday so i had to take care of him "

Jaehyun noticed how Chaewon looked a bit down than usual. He looked around but there's nothing wrong.

" Chae are you okay? are you sick? "

" no. im fine dont worry "

" if you say so. but if you don't feel well, I'll take you to the clinic "

" ok.. "

_•°°°•_

" dude why did you even date her? "

" hm? you mean Chae? "

" yeah. why did you date her? she's like a - "

" watch your mouth or I'll cut your tongue "

" s-sorry "

" i date her cause i love her. what's the wrong in that? "

" i mean like... there are girls way better than her. Like Minju or Yuri or Wonyoung-

" Wonyoung is underaged you freak "

" i know, but she's cute! "

" Minju is way better or Hitomi! that girl got a soft cheeks, im telling you! "

" say whatever you want. I already have a girl "

" man you're no fun "

" dude think about it. there are girls that way better than-

" people like you really should learn to watch your mouth. fuck it or whatever, I'm staying with Chaewon and that's final you little- "

" woah, woah. mad, i see "

" screw you guys. never see you next time "

Jaehyun left his two friends as he walks out of the room. But then his eyes widened when he saw Chaewon standing beside the door. She might had heard everything.

« shit »

Chaewon swiftly backed away and ran away. Jaehyun chased after her but lost her when he turned around the corner. He cursed under his breath before getting his bag and out of the school ground to search for his girlfriend. Good thing school is over.

_•°°°•_

He searched here and there but still no sign of Chaewon anywhere. He was panicking. He's afraid. He's afraid of losing her. She might had been hurted by his friends words awhile back.

" where is this girl? "

" Chae... where are you?! "

" oh Jaehyun? "

" Seungwoo hyung? "

" what are you doing here? You looked like you just ran a marathon "

" no time joking right now hyung. Anyway, have you seen Chae? "

" Chaewon? yeah, she's by the usual place "

" usual...? "

" yeah, the cliff. most of the time, she just sat there but just now, she looked like she wanted to jump "

" what?! "

" you better hurry boy. i don't want to hear her or your name in the news tomorrow "

Jaehyun wasted no time and dashed away to the cliff. Seungwoo waved from behind before walking the opposite way.

_•°°°•_

did he got tired of me?

am i a fool for falling in love?

am i that worthless?

am i easy to play with?

stop crying

stop crying you little shit

no one cared for you

you should've known that from the start

but I'm desperate

I'm really desperate

" all i want is someone to love me "

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