Behind the BitterSweet Smile

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Jimin opened the door into a huge and nice dance room. Standing there inside the room where 5 other boys.

"Yoongi Jimin where were you?"

Said someone with bright pink hair. What is it with these people and bright hair colors.

"Sorry Namjoon, I was looking for Yoongi and Yoongi was showing Y/N around."

"Y/N?"

"Yeah don't you remember manager nim said there was going to be a new staff member."

"Didn't they say she quit because of personal problems?"

Said a boy with light brown hair and green streaks.

"Ummm..."

You had to think up something quick,

"In the end my personal problem was taken care of, so they still let me join."

"Oh okay, well then welcome to the team!"

You smile while scooting towards Yoongi and whisper to him,

"What do I do now?"

"I don't know, but this is amusing so lets just go with it."

Amusing! I'm in a predicament and he says this is amusing! I'm getting really irritated at this guy.

"So noona what job do you do?"

said a muscular boy that was quite a lot taller than me, so I was surprised him calling me nonna.

"I um am the-"

"Manager in training."

The fuck I am... you look over at Yoongi who said it and he just has a smug look on his face.

"Really noona? I didn't know there was a female manager... does that mean in the future you'll be our manager?"

"Ummm yeah..."

"Cool! That means we really have to get to know you."

"You might need to interduce yourselves... she doesn't know who we are."

"haha really? and shes going to be our manager?"

"Well than I guess we'll have to introduce ourselves."

The muscular boy from earlier started.

"Hello noona I'm Jungkook!"

He was so cute, but his broad shoulder's showed that he will be very strong and muscular when he is older.

"Hi I'm Taehyung, but my stage name is V."

Said the boy who had the light brown hair with green streaks.

"I'm Jimin as you already know!"

Jimin said with another one of his adorable smiles.

"I'm your hope.. Jhope!"

Said a guy with brown hair.

"I'm RM the leader of this group."

The guy with pink hair said.

"I'm world wide handsome Jin!"

Said a light brown haired guy, who was very tall and had broad attractive shoulders. When it came to Yoongi's turn he just said,

"Yoongi."

"Common Yoongi that was boring. No way to introduce yourself to a lady."

Jin said while winking at you.

"Also why are you still wearing that mask?"

You saw Yoongi roll his eyes and he through of his hat to show his bright unique mint hair color. When he took off his mask you looked at him to get a good look at his face. You didn't want to admit it, but he was hot. His face was both a mixture of a cute little gummy bear, but also a face of a bad boy and he pulled it off perfectly. He was very attractive.

You finally notice you've been admiring him and snap out of it. Don't fall for his looks Y/N!

"So noona would you mind if I ask more questions? If you are going to be our new manager we should get to know you."

"No, Kookie you just want to get out of practicing."

"Of course, RM I know you want to get to know her as well... I promise to work extra hard tomorrow."

RM thinks about it and then sighs giving in for the maknae.

"Okay, but no more breaks after this all day."

"Okay!"

In the end you all ended up in a circle on the floor of the practice room. I really didn't know how I've gotten myself in this situation, but its not that bad to be asked questions by a bunch of hot guys.

"So noona do you live close to here?"

"Yeah its a 7 minute walk from my house. I live next to the convenience store down the road."

When you said this Yoongi's head shot up, but then tried pretending he didn't care.

"Then Y/N whats your favorite color?"

"Blue."

"Favorite animal?"

"I don't know... I love kittens though."

"A cat person hmm?"

"Guys is there really a point to asking all these useless questions?"

Yoongi rudely said.

"Yes there's a point! We might be seeing a lot more of Y/N so we should get to know her."

Jimin begins and Yoongi quietly responds,

"I doubt that."

He was really starting to get on your nerves.

"Yeah well maybe your jealous that I'll the the boss of you."

"Me jealous? Please I just don't want some stupid girl managing and ruining this group, its for the best."

"Excuse me, but I'll have you know I'm no stupid girl, but a sophomore in college majoring in business and what education do you have? Oh right your an idol, someone who puts everything and the happiness of your loved ones in risk to be put under a stupid contract and be a slave to some immoral asshole!"

In the end your insult was less directed at Yoongi, but someone else. You look around and see the others surprised at your sudden rude outburst. Embarrassed you put your head down and say,

"I apologize for that I had no right to say any of that... I think I'm going to leave."

You get up and bow, tears threatening to fall. You promised to make idols less depressed, but you say this... I really don't think I'm cut out for this. You run out of the room and behind you, you hear a few "Y/N!"s Once you were out of the room you just ran down the hall not knowing where you were going.

When you turned the corner you fell to the floor and leaned against the wall. Your eyes building up tears, but refused to let them go.

"I'm sorry Mae.... I tried helping, but look how I turned out."

Letting out a chuckle your body gets limp and you start to remember all the good times you had with Mae Mae... first meeting in preschool when you teamed up to destroy the bullies sandcastle as revenge, going through a middle school break up, discovering your dreams, going to her debut concert, and her last words that made you wish you'd noticed your friends pain "Y/N thank you for making me so happy."

You felt a warm hand pat your head and you look up, it was Yoongi. He crouched down to your level and softly said,

"You've been through a lot."

You immediately broke down after that and he hugged you into his warm chest making you silent to the world around you, putting Yoongi and you in your on world where only you two know whats behind the bittersweet smile.

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