Niana and I finish eating I wash the dishes and she just lay on her bed after washing I lock the door and windows and sat on the bed next to her.
"𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒎𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒃𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒍𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒚" I said and she just smile she was readinng a book she lay her head on my shoulder and I smile I check my kakao talk
GOT7
𝐉𝐁
𝑃𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑑𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑢𝑠
𝑎 𝑛𝑖𝑒𝑐𝑒 𝑜𝑟 𝑛𝑒𝑝ℎ𝑒𝑤 𝑦𝑒𝑡
𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒
𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑔𝑗𝑎𝑒 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡
𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑎 𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑔𝑗𝑎𝑒 𝐽𝑟.
𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐊
𝑀𝑒 𝑡𝑜𝑜 😅
𝐉𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐒𝐎𝐍
𝐻𝑎ℎ𝑎ℎ𝑎 𝑠𝑎𝑚𝑒 😝
𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐉𝐀𝐄
𝐻𝑦𝑢𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑣
ℎ𝑎ℎ𝑎ℎ𝑎 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡'𝑠 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ
𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑗𝑖 🤨
𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐉𝐀𝐄
𝑁𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑦𝑒𝑡 ℎ𝑦𝑢𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛
𝑡ℎ𝑜 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜𝑜 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝐼 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒
𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑡𝑜𝑜
𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑠 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 ℎ𝑒𝑟
𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑎𝑠 𝑎𝑛 𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔
𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐉𝐀𝐄
𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝐼 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑏𝑒
𝑔𝑙𝑎𝑑𝑙𝑦 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑒𝑝𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑜 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒
𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑣𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑦 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑜 𝑖𝑡𝑠
𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠
𝐘𝐔𝐆𝐘𝐄𝐎𝐌
𝑁𝑜𝑡𝑒𝑑 ℎ𝑦𝑢𝑛𝑔-𝑖𝑒
𝐁𝐀𝐌𝐁𝐀𝐌
𝑃𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ 𝑏𝑟𝑜 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ 𝐽𝑎𝑐𝑘𝑠𝑜𝑛
ℎ𝑦𝑢𝑛𝑔 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑𝑠 𝑎𝑛 𝑏𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝐼 𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑑
𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑛𝑜𝑤 @𝐉𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐒𝐎𝐍
𝐉𝐈𝐍𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐆
𝐼 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑡 𝑡𝑜𝑜 𝐵𝑎𝑚
𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑠𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝐽𝑎𝑐𝑘𝑠𝑜𝑛
@𝐁𝐀𝐌𝐁𝐀𝐌 🙄
𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐊
𝑌𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝐽𝑖𝑠𝑜𝑜 𝑛𝑜 𝐼 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛
𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝐽𝐼𝑆𝑂𝑂𝑠 𝐶ℎ𝑟𝑖𝑠𝑡
𝐉𝐈𝐍𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐆
@𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐊 🖕🏻 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑤𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑦
𝑒𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟.
𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐉𝐀𝐄
@𝐉𝐈𝐍𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐆 @𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡'𝑠
𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑛𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑜𝑝𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒? 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑔𝑢𝑦𝑠
𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑔𝑢𝑦𝑠 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙𝑠
𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑔𝑢𝑦𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚?
𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐉𝐀𝐄
𝐼𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑔𝑢𝑦𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑
𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑝 𝑖𝑡 𝑑𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑡 ℎ𝑢𝑟𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠
𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑚𝑎𝑦𝑏𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑓𝑡 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑑𝑜𝑒𝑠𝑛𝑡
𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑦𝑢𝑛𝑔𝑖𝑒𝑠
I turn off my social media and she was still reading.
"𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒃𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒕" I said and she nods we lay we just cuddle.
We just enjoy the night being together because I am sure sooner or later I'll be hurting her by my own love which she doesn't deserve to be hurt because of me.
The next day I wake up from manager's missed call he told me that PD Nim found out she was still sleeping I kiss her forehead and headed from JYP Building and headed into JYP office.
"Have a seat Youngjae the members is here to hear what will I tell you" He said and there I already know he will manage us again.
"I am not against of your healing I gave you time to heal but I am not in the fact of you dating your therapist you know your come back will be affected if the fans found out it's better to cut your ties with her as long as possible" He said and my nightmares are happening now I never dream of this I low my head and cried I nod and he promise to look at her all the time.
"Are you sure?" Mark hyung ask me and I just nods I am not in the mood to talk right now.
"I'll get going hyung" I said and headed into the dorm my phone keep buzzing I want to answer it but I don't know how to talk to her yet the fact I hurt her the moment I avoided for how many months.
ONE YEAR AFTER
I was buying pizza when I saw her she was laughing with a guy who always showing her his phone he even touches her I felt jealous and disappointed about my choice but I know this will happen I pay and headed out of the shop she even saw me but she turn her look in different place.
"What took you so long?" Mark hyung ask
"She was there" I said and they tried to comfort me I smile and laugh
"She was happy now and that's what I wanted for her she deserve to be happy with someone better" I said and they been sighing now
"Did she saw you?" Jackson hyung ask I nod
"Yeah we had an eye contact but she look at her boyfriend after a minute" I said and they comfort me and I sigh.
When we reach the dorm we eat the pizza JB hyung is doing an live today I am just carrying coco.
"Youngjae looks sad does he know the girl in the pizza shop?"
"No I don't" I said and they sigh.
"How can you forget about me I should be the one who forget you after leaving without any farewell but I hope your happy now JB oppa I buy an album of yours I been listening to Look and I found your voice is amazing
