Your eyes opened for about the hundredth time, you angrily sat up and groaned.
You eyed the alarm clock that lay on the desk next to you, 5:00. You mumbled something about insomnia and stumbled to the bathroom, though as you did the top you were wearing rubbed against the freshly scared cuts on your arms causing you to hiss in pain.
"Arg! Shit!"
You stood at the mirror, looking yourself dead in the eyes as they start to sting with tears welling up in the corners.
Grabbing the razor blade you had left yesterday, you sighed heavily and began.
(Time skip)
You had brushed your teeth and all that healthy shit, so you put it with the rest of the stuff you where gonna take.
You collapsed on the floor next to your (F/C) suitcase due to the pain radiating from your legs, arms and torso.
"Geez, Who knew this shit could sting so bad? Oh wait I did..."
Pulling out the phone you carried, it lit up showing the time as 5:20. Shaking your head you managed to crawl down the stairs to the sofa, pulling yourself on it.
Ping!
"That's probably Charlie...or Olivia." Thinking about the two girls that bully you constantly- Both online and in person. Nervously picking up the phone you saw it was just in fact Stephen- 'Wait Stephen!? Geez he wasn't messaged me outside the group chat in ages...'
"Hey (N/N) Don't forget to be at our place at noon, Daniel can't wait to see you," You read it aloud "Yeah how could I forget?"
Placing the object back down you reached for the remote and turned the TV on.
"What shall I watch today? Tokyo ghoul? Dangonronpa? Maybe My hero academia..?" You settled on some good old Dangonronpa, nothing like teens getting forced into a killing game to wake you up right?
"Hey actually...Rantaro kinda reminds me of dan..."
You grumbled, looking at your phone once more to check the time.
"Only 6:40? Ugh I should of said I'd be there sooner...Though, I live a little while away so I should go at about 10:30.."
The feeling you suddenly had hit you was something you where used to, hunger, shushing the impulse in your brain that begged you to eat you thought
'Would I have to eat around Dan's house?'
Shaking your head, 'that's not important at the moment'
(Time skip again, sorry..I'm not a good writer :P)
You where playing video games, Splatoon to be exact.
(I feel this to be a good time too-)
YOU ARE READING
I swear to fucking god, dan, shut up (Danplan Dan x reader)
Fanfiction(There's no gender specified. you're depressed and self harm, so trigger warning for that Also also also Jealous Jay because he needs more love too .) "So (Y/N) You seem to be looking at dan a lot lately~" "Stephen! Shut up!"