little ones

not a chapter but a thank you

Me:Hello my little cubs I just want to say if your being harassed tell someone you trust same goes for thoughts about harming your self or being bullied I know alot about being bullied and bad thoughts thats where my main character gets those feelings but my parents aren't like hers my parents love me alot but have a lot to deal with so they don't always have time for me that's why I love wattpad I read others stories and they inspire me alot and I thank every one who helps me I will do a chapter with others accounts names who have helped inspire me if they will allow me I hope they will I will do it for each different type of story I have exept my ppgz ones those I saw in a dream and if anyone remembers Fang probably not but I can't really say Fang Alph and Star are ocs more like guardian angels in grade 6 I was going through a rought time with puberty and being bullied cause I had really bad pimples and they were all over my face that's when I started to feel depressed not a lot but quite a bit one night my parents were fighting and I went to bed after having a horrible day at school and coming home to them fighting when I fell asleep it was all darkness for what felt like a long time and I though to my self is this what my life is like no friends exept one who useds me for protection being bullied and parents fighting I have 4 sisters three big sisters one little one but we don't get along well at least during that time then I fell to my knees and cried then I felt two pairs of arm wrap around me and I look up to see a girl with pretty silver eyes brown hair that fade into teal and a boy with beautiful blue eyes and black hair that fades into blue I ask them their names and the girl told me they didn't have names but I could give them names so the girl was Stargazer Moon Rose and the boy Fang Wolf Night every night I would go to sleep and see them they were my friends they were the reason I started to wright down my dreams and I drew them its why I had finally decided what I wanted to do with my life I wanted to become and animator and make anime I found anime thanks to a friend of my mom's daughter it's my mom's friends daughter who is now one of my bffs I watched animes that helped me develop my artistic skills I have always loved drawing but never had anything to draw then Star and Fang changed that my teacher loved my drawings as I drew on the side of my work so she would give me paper and anything I needed pencils pens shapres pencil crayons you get the idea I didn't like to show other my art as I was shy my cousins who were in grade 7 at the time it was a 6/7 class saw my work and the teacher that was it then one day while I was drawing one of my bullies took the folder my teacher gave me for my art and started to play monkey in the middle as I was short then they thew it in the trash one of my cousins friends screamed at the bullies and tried to calm me down she said she had gotten a few from them I thanked her then my cousin we'll call him Nick it's close to his real name came in he is really tall and intimidating and said angry why is my cousin cry as I never cried at school and his friend explained then he made the bully who threw it in the garbage which also grabbed it from me pick through the garbage and get it lucky none were ruined but the folder was then Nick's friend we'll call her Bella gave me a new folder it was sailor moon which I loved and I put my art in it thank thank them I started to show Bella my art but the next day I came in a bit later cause I had an appointment and I look at my desk and it was covered in brand new art supplies even a real sketch book and the teacher said oh here we'll call the bully Logan his parents heard what happened and left this note for you and I read it and it said well at least what I remember we are so sorry for our sons behavior we were told you like to draw and your teacher showed us something you drew for her and it was really good and as a sorry we bought you a whole bunch of art supplies we hope you injoy and I did they were really nice by grade 7 I was more confenent in my art so I started to show more people as most girls my age asked for make up and the newest clothes I asked for art supplies and books by grade 8 I was getting better at art and Star was the center of it all a girl who may not have the best life but is great at things I wasn't I loved to draw then the bullying got worse then my great grandma passed during March break the two days later I was at school and I wasn't talking and the kids in my class were making funny of me cause I always talk then once everyone got to work my teacher asked if I was ok so I tell her then at lunch one of the ringleaders as my dad calls them came up to me first I just want to say my desk was at the very back so I couldn't be picked on as easly as most of the bullies were near the front and so this bully came up to me and told me to go kill myself I was going to but couldn't my dad just lost his grandma he wouldn't be able to bear the lost of a daughter then a few months pass and I was told to kill my self again but someone I considered a friend and I was just getting better then all the kids sitting on the bus with us back to school cause a select few went to a lake to learn for a week I was one of them so yeah but all these kids I thought hated me screamed at him even his best friend and the teacher asked whats wrong so I explained and once home I explained but things got better and I want to thank everyone who has helped me though this and I want to help people the way they help me