Stuff I Wrote.

Love

Ok so I hate this. I hate feeling like no matter what I do I'll always be Erica.
Not the Erica I want to be either. No, no matter what I do, I will never be the girl that guys want. Maybe it's because I like being in their crowd, without all the drama. Maybe it's because no one wants their girlfriend to be better at them in sports, or tower over their head. I'm not even that tall. I just hate thinking that even though I try my best to be myself, that no one will ever love me. I'm not saying that I hate myself... Infact, I love myself. I just don't understand why people whom I wish would notice me, the people who I notice the most... never seem to notice me. whether I'm aiming high in the sky or just trying to hit the kid next to me, they really never notice. ever.