The night she went missing....

rye's confession

Andy's POV:
pregnant. Rye got natalie pregnant!? i refuse to believe it! He would have told me! Rye has only just come back from searching for Natalie and i think it's time to ask him what on earth is going on.
"rye?" i ask.
"yeah babes?" he replies back.
"i know this is gonna sound weird but when you were out looking for Natalie, i remembered something,"
"what was it!"
"well it was after the crash and i had just woken up and i see natalie's phone and it's buzzing like crazy! then all of a sudden i found messages to an unknown number,"
"what did it say fovvs! you need to tell me!"
"well it turns out that the car accident wasn't an accident,"
"andy what do you mean 'not an accident'!?"
"i mean that natalie had hired someone to hit into my side of the car and only my side because there was something about natalie that she needed to protect."
"SHE DID WHAT! what was it that she needed to protect! and why in a million years would she do that to you!?"
"rye, natalie said she was pregnant."
"p..pregnant?!"
"with your child."
"my child!"
"yes rye. your child. she didn't want to let little baby beaumont to get hurt. WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME!"
"I DIDNT KNOW! ANDY YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE ME!"
"i don't know what to believe anymore, rye!"
"hey come here,"
rye pulls me into a hug and i just fall asleep on his shoulder, i'm so knackered from shouting and talking about her. at least i'm getting my rye cuddles.
Rye's POV:
how on earth is she pregnant with my baby! that's literally impossible! We were safe every time! This doesn't make any sense, if only Natalie was here to explain to me why she lied or even kept this a secret! especially since i may be the father of this baby!

It's been a good two weeks now and Andy is back to his normal cute self. He's bubbly again and he has that pretty smile on his face everyday. All the boys are being amazing and always helping him out and i think he's ready to go back to his normal ways of life. However, i still have my mind on Natalie and the thought of her being pregnant with my child and out alone in the world somewhere does scare me a little. I may not have felt such strong feelings of love for her but knowing that she's alone and hungry hurts me. I haven't talked about this with any of the boys because i feel like they wont want to help me but i need to do something about it. I'm trying to think about how Natalie could have possibly became pregnant. Because unless she was cheating on me with someone else and they weren't being safe, then i can't think of any other --
wait.
i just remembered.
she had asked me to not be safe because she wanted a different "experience" and i never really understood why, but now it all makes sense. This was her plan all along. And somehow she was able to fool me and got me to fulfil her task, so that would mean the accident was all my fault. if only i had said no and kept it safe always, then andy would have never been in such a terrible accident! Natalie wouldn't be pregnant with my child, and our lives would have been fine.
it's all my fault.