Mistake

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Bold= Chanel

Italic= Mardia

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Marida was controlling me, telling me what to do, making me say things I know are wrong but feel so right, and there's nothing I can do. She is in charge; I'm just the body she wants to control.

Chanel, smile big your friend is coming, don't wanna make a bad impression do ya?

Alright.

No matter what I tried, I couldn't stop myself from obeying her. She has this power over me, it's intoxicating and enjoyable, though I know it shouldn't be.

"Chanel! I got a cast. I got it in light blue because it's my favorite color," Preston said.

Like I care. Neither of us needed to know your favorite color because your just going to die

"So, should we go to my room and chat?" he asked and I nodded.

As if!

Just be cool, he needs to think I'm his friend....

'why am I saying this' I say to myself, not talking to Marida. If she heard that I would be screwed.

We walked to his room, me following close behind. All the other kids were in the tv room or the cafeteria, so no one was in the bedroom section of the building. Because of this it was completely empty and still.

He unlocked his door and walked in, me following. His room was small but good enough for him. It was neat but stilled smelled like teenage boy....

I wish we didn't have to seem like we were his friend right now or else we could kill him, no one is around...

I would love to kill him, if I wasn't in love with him.

"OH CRAP I DIDN'T MEAN TO SAY THAT!" I accidentally said out loud. Wow was I really that stupid to say that out  loud

"Say what Chanel, you've been quiet this whole time. In fact you never talk." Preston said confused and shocked that I talked.

I told you that you like him. And he obviously like you back because if he didn't, you wouldn't be in his room. Now since you've just back talked me and you think you can get away with that, you will pay!

"So uh, yeah this is my room. Me and my friends usually hang out in here, and that's why it smells so bad." Preston said and I tried not to stifle a laugh.

I took a look around a looked in his mirror, and saw a reflection of me in it. I looked tired and beat up. I tried to look away, but Marida took over me once again.

Wow, look at how fat you are, you gain weight faster then a baby elephant. Drop a few so you can look better, and not like that that fat fuck Mrs Ebony

"Chanel? Have you never seen yourself in the mirror before or something?" Preston said snaking his thin body behind mine. She's right, Marida is right. I am getting fat. I've only eaten once in the past 3 weeks and I feel like that was a big mistake.

Your damn right it was a mistake, just like you. You may have a pretty face, but your fat and no one seems to like you. But that's exactly why we are going to kill them all: to show them how little we care about them. They see you as nothing but I see you as the hero of my world. Prove them all wrong Chanel, prove them all wrong...

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A/N i updated, my mom thinks i am writing something for school. NOPE ahahahahahahahahaha jokes on her!!!! xD

i NeEd to start updating more, ive been getting lazy and that fact that i have sims 4 now is not gonna help.

-jenn

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