That boy Nobody notices The outcast

The slowest five years of my life.

It's the final month here in New York before we get to move back to California.This has been the longest five years of my life. I am 21 now and we're moving back and I am going to move in my own house when we move back. Me and Tera have been doing great. I think I am going to ask her to marry me when we get back. If everything goes well I think she will say yes. It's been rough I am not going to lie a long distance relationship is pretty hard. I am surprised that we made all these years. It's November 12 2017 I feel really good were moving back on November 18 I don't have long left here in New York. I am going to finish my medical degree at California medical school of fine arts. That's the best medical school in the west. I was very surprised when they accepted me into there program. I was going to be a doctor and me and Tera going o get married and have two kids. I began to pack my things. I started to think of my favorite memories I have made here. I graduated from Dale county high school. While here in New York I also done something I wasn't proud of I meet this girl name Nicole she try hooking up with me I turn her down then finally I went to a party with her. While we were at the party I got drunk and she started making out with me I regret that night since it happen. I left the party right after leaving her there by herself. She continues to text and call I never answer her back. I feel horrible because I cheated on Tera my first love I am still in love with Tera but she needs to know. I think I will tell her after I return. I want to tell her face to face.
November 18
It's moving day I am happy and sad because I have to tell Tera what happened. Hopefully she will understand and and forgive me. Everything packed and load onto the truck. I got in my truck an head for California. As I was driving for the past four and half days. I been thinking about how to tell Tera. I know she going to be upset. An it's was time I was pulling into our Neighborhood and it's was all hitting me I am about to lose Tera. I pulled in our old driveway there was Tera. I got out my truck and gave her a huge hug and a kiss. She told me she miss me so much and she glad I am back. I told I love her. I asked her if she wanted to go to lunch and we went to Zaxbys. While at lunch we caught back up told one another how the five years have been going. I was going to tell about what with Nicole but I never had the guts to tell her. We spent the rest day watching tv and cuddle. While all this happen I felt horrible so I had to tell her.
Me: hey Tera I have something to tell you
Tera : I do to
Me : well .....