Oh hey you actually decided to read this!!! Ok so um.. where was i? I guess this depends on what you guys or gals want to know first. If i was in your shoes i would probably ask to describe yourself and to give me background information. So here it is.
I am 15 years old. My birthday is on December 24th and my dad left me and my mom about a year ago. I was born on a stormy day. I am 5 foot 4 inches. I have long brown hair and hazel eyes. I have 3 siblings. All are older. Suzie is 20, Matthew is 19, and Jake is 16. The life right. So you may be asking me why are you doing all this? Letting your life story be known? And i say
There is honestly no simple answer. I am doing it because i have nothing better to do. I am doing it to keep myself sane. I am doing this to get things off my chest i have wanted to for a long time! I want someone to read this and go
"I know exactly how she feels."
I want to be heard! For once i want to be heard!!! You can tell me everyone does but that's a lie! A lot of people i know say they want to be heard but they just want attention. When they get the attention they abuse the fuck out of it! For instance my older sister she is 20 years old and could have the time of her life at college but here's what happened. When she was 16 she went to a party and got hella drunk. I mean hella drunk. A guy she had no idea even existed came and offered her a ride home.
She was so drunk she couldn't say no. He got her in the car and drove her to a romote area by then she was sobering up a little and asked where he had taken her. He replied by leaning in and forcefully kissing her on the mouth. She tried to push him away but he was too strong for her. She ended up coming home and telling me 9 at the time she had been raped. About 2 months later she found out she was pregnant and she had to tell my parents why.
My parents being assholes kicked her out and caused her to be homeless and pregnant at 17. Eventually she found our aunt's house and she lives there now.
I think the only normal one in my family is Matthew and i mean super normal. Perfect student. captain of the football team, full ride scholarship. PERFECT! My mom loves him! People say mom's have no favorites but they do they really do and my mom's favorite is Matthew. Don't get me wrong i love my brother but he's so irritating!!!
Ok anyway i guess it's time to tell you the story from my everyday life. Let's call this way of explaing journaling and now journaling is over...........................................................
Normal day:
The sound of my annoying alarm clock jerks me awake. I slam my hand on the snooze and get out of bed. I walk to my bathroom to wash my face. When i am done i walk to my room to pick out my outfit for the first day of school.
I chose my normal jean cut off shorts with a blue flowy shirt and my gray toms. I curl my hair and toss my stuff into a backpack, pocket my phone, and head to the bus stop. I grab my house keys and go to wake Jake up.
"JAKE GET YOUR ASS UP IT IS TIME FOR SCHOOL!" I yell at him.
He groans and rolls out of bed. My phone vibrates in my back pocket i pull it out to see that Jake's best friend Blake texted me.
B: Hey sweet thang!
M: Hey! Wyd?
B: Nothing getting ready for school wbu?
M: Waiting for Jake to get ready.
B: LOL ok i will see you at the bus stop.
M:K see you there.
I have known Blake since kindergarden. Jake groans as he walks past me knowing who was texting me.
"I don't know why Blake even texts you. It's not like you are pretty or anything." Jake says walking down the stairs.
"Do you wanna get punched?" I ask.
"No!" He says.
"Then shut the fuck up." I say and smile innocently.
He narrows his eyes at me and walks out the door. I make sure i have everything and walk out of the house, locking it behind me.
I smile as we get closer to the bus stop. I start to un as soon as i see Blake. He smiles and opens his arms. I jump into them and hug him tightly. He chuckles in my ear.
"Good to see you to Trinity." He says. Jake walks over and says
"Sorry about her." Blake shakes his head.
"She did nothing wrong." I smile and stick my tongue out at Jake.He flips me off and walks away with Blake. Almitri, one of my best friends comes over and hugs me. I hug him back and he makes sure no one is looking when he kisses me on the lips softly.
Almitri and I have been secretly dating for over a year now. We keep it a secret because if my family knew about him i would be in deep shit.
"I missed you." I say.
"I missed you too. You wanna come over after school today?" He says.
"Yeah. I'll see you then." I say.
He nods and i walk off. The bus comes shortly after. I get on and sit with my best friend Marilyn.
"Hey!!" I say and smile.
"Hey!!" She says hugging me. I hug her back.
"How are you and Almitri?" She asks.
Marilyn is the only person who knows about us.
"Good going over to his house after school."
"Cool well keep your calendar open for this weekend. We are going shopping." She says.
"Ok." I say. We are silent for the rest of the ride. When we pull up at school, I stand up and walk off the bus. I wave goodbye at Blake, Almitri, Jake, and Marilyn. I go and get my schedule from the office. Great all the classes i hated last year plus vocal music. Oh well i am a pretty good student. I walk to my first hour which is Physics. I sit down in the front and take out a piece of paper. I look out the window. When the door opens i look at it to see Almitri coming in.
He smiles and comes to whisper in my ear
"Come sit in the back with me."
I nod and grab my stuff. We go to the farthest we can go and sit in the corner. The teacher will hardly be able to see us. I smile and Almitri leans in and kisses me lightly on the lips. I smile against them. Almitri pulls away and says
"I cannot wait for you to come over tonight babe."
"I can't wait either."
"I have so much planned." He says chuckling.
"I bet you do." I say laughing.
We sit in silence and listen to the teacher. I smile as i feel Almitri rest his hand on my thigh. He smiles when i shiver as he moves it up.
I bite my lip to keep myself from gasping when he sticks his hand up my shirt. He grabs my boob and squeezes lightly.
"Students!" The teacher yells. Almitri moves his hand and grabs mine under the table.
The class is silent as the teacher continues talking. Almitri leans over and whispers in my ear.
"Trinity... I love you." I gasp and reply
"I love you too Almitri."
"Good." He says. I smile at him.
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~BluFairy13
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