Suicide

Amanda

This girl, her name is Amanda Todd. She posted a video on YouTube a few days ago. She was bullied so bad it led to suicide...

She was in a webcam chat group to meet up with new and old people. They started calling her Beautiful, Stunning, cute, Etc. And then they asked her to flash... So she did..... Thinking it was nothing... A year went by and some guy she did not know, messaged her saying "Give me a 'show' or I will send your boobs." She ignored it..... Christmas Break came and a knock came on her door at 4 AM. It was the police... That person sent the picture to EVERYONE. Everyone judged her. Bullied her. From ONE MISTAKE. She ended up switching schools. That person found out her school, friends, address once again and sent them there too. She had no one. Everyone hated her. She ended up switching towns. Then at this new school....She met this boy who she thought liked her. He didn't....he had a girlfriend. One day she got a note saying you better leave school. She didn't. A group of boys and girls including that boy, the girlfriend and more came up to her while the school surrounded her. The girl said "Look around, No one likes you." One kid from the group said "JUST PUNCH HER ALREADY!" So she did, and Amanda got beat really bad. And got left. Alone. And her dad ended up finding her in a ditch hours later. She went home and drank bleach, to try to kill herself. It didn't work. The next day all over her Facebook page was written "Drink some more bleach", "No one cares", "I hope she dies, "No one would cry", "Everyone hates you", "Amanda try it again we dare you"...and so much more. She cried every night. Why did everyone hate her. One mistake. One. She started cutting so much and did drugs,and drank alcohol. She ended up trying to kill herself again. She failed. She couldn't take it anymore. At the end of the video it said "I am Amanda Todd. I just need someone." October 10th she hung herself.

This is the kind of hatred people are displaying. I don't know why any kid would think if bullying someone to the point of suicide.

so, like I said... I'm here for you. I know what its like. ive almost commuted suicide almost half - a - dozen times. I thought nothing would help me. I thought that I was stuck. but, I opened my eyes. and I found a great friend. her name is veronica. I love her. and what do you know... she has been through the same thing i have. Just this year, I made some new friends... and they went through the same thing.

I didn't realize that even the people with the perfect lives we hurting the way I was. we all made it.

One thing I did was I got out of the house. I went on walks and bike rides and got some clean, fresh air. it helped me so much. also, stay active. always have something to do or to occupy your self. because the more time your spending on something else, the less time you have to think about your problems.

no matter how much it pains you to talk to the person who hurt you, you should do it. Just make sure they know what they're doing to you.

I was tore up inside. and, next update, I think I will tell you what has happens in my life. story by story. :))