Hold On }} Luke Hemmings

Chapter 9..9 its not a date

'Baby, for the last time its not a date. He just wants to meet up.' Carrie tries to reassure Luke while trying to braid her hair.
Luke leans on the door frame resting his head. He knew Alex was gonna make a move on her or something but he felt like there was nothing he could do about it.

He leaves the bathroom and stalks over to Michael.

'I hate Alex right now. I just wanna cry and hit him at the same time.' Luke jumps on Micaheals bed and lays next to him. He cuddles Michael's arm.

'Dude, she told me she loved you she's not gonna do anything with him, and if you really don't trust then maybe you guys aren't right for eachother.' Mike says sensibly. Knowing that his advice would set Luke straight.

'It's not that I don't trust her, it's that I don't trust Alex and I love her so fucking much that it hurts to see her even be another guy, let alone be on a date with one.' Luke reasons, thinking that there was no one else he'd rather love than Carrie.

'Look douche face, it's not a date.' Michael says getting frustrated.

Ashton walks passed their bunk.
'It's not a date, if she's dating you.

Calum calls out from his bunk.
'It's not a date dipshit.' He groans throwing a pillow up hitting Luke in the face.
Luke grab the pillow and jumps of the bed. He slams it in Calum's face and runs barefoot out of the bus into the pavement. He runs and runs until he reaches a huge ass tree.
Taking the little strength he has, he climbs the motherfucker.

Luke gives himself to think about everything.
Luke's thoughts include:
Carrie,
Carrie's personality.
Carrie's hair.
Carrie's smile.
Their relationship.
Carrie.
Carrie.
Carrie.
Oh and the possibility of Alex fucking Carrie.
He clenched his teeth and fists. He felt sick to the stomach, thinking about Alex kissing her.
Maybe he could go with her or like follow her there, and be all non-chalant but actually be watching them. He thought.

Luke decided that he was gonna go to cafe, half an hour she would and then like join their table.
Luke hurled himself off the tree and sprinted to the tour bus.

'Has Carrie left yet?' Luke pants at Ashton, bracing his thighs.
'Dude, she left like an hour ago.' Ash says.

'Man, she was fucking pissed that you didn't say goodbye and she knew you thought they were gonna runaway and get married and fuck a billion times.' Calum puts in, disappointed in his best mate for not being more responsible in his relationship.

'She's pissed at me?' Luke looks at him incredulously.
'I should be pissed at her. She's on a fucking date with some other guy, whilst dating me.'

'IT'S NOT DATE!' They all yelled at him.
'Fuck you all, I'm gonna go get her.' Luke storms off walking towards Starbucks, the walk wasn't too bad and many girls were staring Luke down as he passed the shop.

He waved to a couple of fans, and entered the Starbucks. He spotted Carrie and Alex laughing together.

Somehow this sight infuriates him so he struts into the cafe and queues up for a coffee.

'Luke?!' Carrie spots him, eyeing him annoyed.

'Oh hi Caz.' He glances at her ashamed of his actions.

'What are you doing here?' Carrie asks about to lose her temper. Why didn't Luke trust her.

'I just wanted a coffee so, now I am here getting one.' He lies nodding to Alex.

'There's a HardRock outside the fucking tour bus.' She points out,

'I wanted Starbucks.' He shrugs like it's no big deal.

'Why can't you trust me? Luke have I ever broken your trust?' She says in a hushed whisper.

'Like I said I just came to get coffee and seeing as you here might aswell join you.' He grabs his coffee and sits with Alex.

Carrie fought back tears, after everything Luke doesn't trust with one of his mates. She was so angry. The way he was acting was immature and ridiculous.

'So yeah Carrie and I are
dating and stuff.' He says it loud enough that the while fucking world would know.

'I'd appreciate if you backed off a little Alex because I love her, and she loves me too.' He looks directly at Carrie but she shook her head and walked out of the cafe.

'Carrie wait.'
'Why?' She kept walking desperate to get away for a little while.
'Because I'm sorry.' He yells out quickly catching up to her.
'For what, embarrassing me? Not trusting me? Making me look stupid?' She stops and turns around fuming,

'Yes all those things, it's only because I love you baby.' He replies honestly.

'I love you too, but I trust you and I don't embarrass you, like you just did, me' Carrie yells trying to get through to him.

'Don't yell at me please Caz. I-I'm sorry. I just get jealous because you're the type of girl guys want and i'm lucky enough to have you, and I'm afraid if I don't hold on to you, i'll lose you. and right now you're the not person I want.' He breathes out choking down the tears with a lump in his throat.

They were in the middle of the street yelling at us.

'So is this about you liking Alex now?' He questions her.

The anger that died down because of his beautiful speech comes rising back.

'NO! It's not okay? Fucking hell, I can't do this.' She scratches her head frustratedly.

'Okay, okay it's not.' He shrinks back. He knew that was the wrong thing to say. He raked his hand through his hair. How could this be happening?

'I cannot keep having this same fight, I cannot keep reassuring you, if you dont trust me why are we together.' Carrie didnt want to fight with Luke, she was finally happy and he was treating her like a fucking child. She needed to get away from him for a little while, just a break from him, need some space.

She stops and turns to face him and sees the tear coming from his face.

'Maybe we should take a break..' She says looking at him, think that this would be the best fopr their relationship.

'Sure, why not I'll talk to you later.' He starts to walk away. But she stops him.

'No, I mean a break from us.' She explains.

He walks away shoving his hands his pockets. Crying silently.