Moxiety Oneshots

[24] A Day Away

I don't know what this is. Maybe a vent fic kinda? I don't know. I'm just... I've been feeling off since last night and I low-key want to cry, so have this while I suffer in silence, lmao. (I'm so alone lol.)

T.W. Idk but I think it needs one cause it's a little sad but idk.

"We agreed it was for the best that we broke up, neither of us really felt the relationship anymore," Virgil explained, looking down.

"So, what's the problem then?" Patton frowned, not following what his boyfriend was saying.

"I don't know. He's getting close with someone else and I... I don't like it. It's like... I don't know."

"But you broke up."

"I know! I just... I don't like the idea of him moving on..."

"But Virge..."

"I know. I've moved on and he's been supportive, but... He wants us to be friends and I'm supposed to be supportive, I just... I can't help but think that it'd be easier for us to have just stopped talking. I don't want to talk to him but I'm scared to lose him..."

"So, talk to him about this."

"That's not fair on him. 'Hey, I want to talk to you about my new boyfriend but you can't talk about your friends or anyone you're getting close to, because it makes me jealous and possessive.' that'd be taken well," Virgil sighed softly.

"No, I mean, tell him how you feel, maybe he feels similarly and talking about someone else with each other should be off limits for a while."

"But he's my friend, that's not fair. Who am I supposed to talk to about this stuff then?"

"Me, De?" Patton shrugged.

"I know. But... I don't know. Maybe it's something wrong with me. I hate when people I'm close to show signs of preferring other people... Maybe I'm just not important enough..."

"Virgil, that's not true."

"But they could go a day without talking to me and wouldn't miss it. And if they did, it's not by much. It's not like I'm that important that I'd be missed. I rely on them too much..."

"Virgil."

"No. It's fine. I just... I need a day away. Please?"

Patton nodded and kissed his forehead. "I'll be here when you need me, honey. I love you."

"I love you too," Virgil smiled.

He didn't know what he'd done to deserve Patton, but as he curled up in bed and let his mind wander, he couldn't fight the small smile that rugged at his lips. His boyfriend was amazing, and he wasn't sure what to do about everything else, but he'd at least have Patton for now.

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So yeah, except for the end rn, this is a damn mood. Hahahah. I'm exhausted and sad 👌. How's your day going?

Hope you enjoyed
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