Rejected!!

After

After the raid that shook the world, the alpha's/father's of the kids were badly injured, exhausted and unconscious for 4 months. During that time another shocking event occurred, multiple pack from different races around the globe, who had a grudge or send members to participate in the raid where wiped out by a bright red light that appearing out of nowhere (according to witnesses). Due to this turn of event multiple ships went out to search for any surviver or anything that resembles the body of Fross, his kids or clan members, but they all come back empty handed.

With this multiple books where written about the day it all start, the members involve, male pregnancy, affect of rejection, what they see transpired and from story told by the ones who survived and where still conscious to tell their tale . After that day, most person where afraid to go out to fish or traverse though that water to trade since numerous vessel and small boat seem to vanish within that area, with this new tales where told about the place now known as the Bermuda triangle.
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Cross POV.

"What goes around come right back, happy anniversary Cross, Sean" was the last word I heard before everything went black. Jumping out of the nightmare that seems to be on constant replay of the terror I witness that day, I come to realizes I was in my room covered in cold sweat. After a minute of coming back to reality, forces from two little people send me back into my bed crying their eyes out. "Hey guys, I'm alright, daddy is here" I said as I try to calm my kids. After a minute of calm them down I ask "Where's your mother" since I realizing she wasn't in the room, and this only make the kids cry more.

Puzzled I link my family to tell them I'm awake, and try linking Tiffany but it was no uses. Few second later my mother was the first to rush into the room and hug the living daylight out of me then slap the living shit out of me, giving me the full length of her tongue, from telling tales about the days with Fross, the kids and how she'll never see them again because of our recklessness and stupidity. She even said I'm selfish and cruel to go to that island on the day I rejected him and carry on about what happen to the person who's rejected and the pain they under go.

During all this my father, Fross family and some pack members where at the door listening the entire thing as tears roll from my eyes, can't believe I forgot that it was March 25 I rejected and banished him. "Oh and for the girl Tiffany" my mother spat taking me out of my guilt trip, "she left with her mate 2 months ago and abundant her own kids saying she don't need them anymore, real fit for a Luna and mate aye" she continued and step out the room pushing everyone out of her way and slapping my father hand away when he try to touch her, and look at him with such sadness, disappointment and pained.

After that day of everything hitting me like tons upon tons of bricks the pack was never the same, after a month of getting my shit together since what I'm feeling can't compare to what I put Fross through, much improvement were made to the pack. Nasir, Rolando, Enzo and Osvaldo wake up a week after me and decide to stay since their pack was also wiped out from the beam of red light we come to know was done by Fross during the raid. My mom was still upset but she come around.

No matter how much I try every night before bed and within my dream I still remember seeing that beautiful smile on Fross face the morning before I rejected him, us smiling ,have a family, happy together then no matter how much I try to prevent it those words of me rejecting him would always slip pass my lips and that smile would vanish and bloody tear would roll down his checks the peak of my every nightmare from Cross eyes and the words of him accepting follow as he and everything disappear leaving an awful pain in its wake, no matter how me and Sean try to prevent it. Sean would whimper and apologize and ask Ares and Fross for forgiveness, but it was too late.

Until the day I die I will forever regret that day I rejected and giving up my mate, my other half and the only person who wouldn't up and leave me. As continuous stream of tears roll down my cheeks as I remember all the wrong and hurt I done to that wonderful being, I look at the photo my mom sneak and take of them sleeping peacefully together as the word," happy anniversary Cross, Sean & goodbye my once beloved mate " replay over and over in my head as my heart break even more as I look up at the beautiful dawn sky that remind me so much of Fross hair as well as my kids, my family.
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No matter how many years pass until my last breath I carry this regret deep deep within my heart.